This entry may be commented on. If you are wondering, no i am not any better since my last entry and no i dont wanna talk about it. I am working tomorrow 9am-2pm. I like it better during the day. More things are going on so it goes by faster. Call me tomorrow people. 598-9998.I may need someone soon to comfort me, so be on stand by. Naw. Nevermind ( Read more... )

I am so fuckin sick of this. I cant do it anymore! I cant give up either. I dont want to give up, but its just hard. I havent been knowing what to do for a long while now. I think now i finally kno. *sigh* I dont like it either. I just sat in the tub and let the shower water go over me. I am so numb right now. This sucks so much. You have no idea. ( Read more... )

I feel so drained. Emotionally and physically. I felt like i was gonna pass out at practice just from being so tired, but swam through it and was fine in the long run. I taught Marzena how to do a proper flip turn and Kiera almost how to do a proper flip turn. Im proud of them! Well then i went to Fashion Bug with my mom and helped her pick out a ( Read more... )

OMG! Im craving chocolate so freakin bad! Im not even really hungry i just want a chocolate bar so bad! Chocolate is yummi yummi goodness. And we have none in the house. :( Oh well. I'll try to get some tommorow and but it off of some kid selling it for $1 and get ripped off. They are 3 for a $1 else wheres!

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Alright day. Nothing exciting. I was hyper earlier from practice but am not just sorta, tired.I feel like i havent been there for my friends like i should be. Im sorry guys. I really am. I feel like such a failure.Some think that i cant tell them anything when i tell them more that i tell anyone there is just certain things i dont want them to kno ( Read more... )

Had an on road today. Much better than my other one. Was kinda nervous because it was snowing and if anyone remembers last winter you kno what im talking about. I dont really know what to say right now. I wish things would level out and work out. I dont like things complicated. Oh well hopefully things will be good as new sooner than me or anyone ( Read more... )

well...nite nite. eilish has a pretty singing voice and says wobbles well. webbles wobble but they dont fall down. this keyborad wont stop moving. i wanna watch empire records. later

Did you know when you go it*s the perfect ending,
to the bad day I'd gotten used to spending.
When you go, all I know is you*re my favorite mistake
You*re my favorite mistake.

Well maybe nothing lasts forever,
even when you stay together.
I don't need forever after, but it*s your laughter won't let me go
so I'm holding on this way.

Did you know could you ( Read more... )

Last nite sucked. I ended up crying to my brother. Hes the best. He knows just what to do. Just hug me listen and promise not to say anything. I love him for it. I feel bad tho cause i kno how much he hates to see me upset and plus i he had to go to school today and it was kinda late, i didnt wanna keep him up. I just am so confused right now. I ( Read more... )

People suck. The only person i trust in this world is my baby brother. Everyone else will turn on me. And prob. has.