Where to begain well lets start with i hate myself. I am pissed at myself because i know that i'm destined for great things but i find myself happy with what i'm doing. I hate my appearence i hate my attitude i hate myself in general this isn't spawned by anyone or anything and i dont wish to change for anyone cause this is who i am. Sometimes i'll ( Read more... )

Work comes early so i must now sleep ~GT~

Well i made it into the local pipe fitters big bucks eventually got to go back to school though that kinda sucks but its not the lame kinda school its only 1 week a month with the remainder of the month working. Thats good. Bored as usual nothin really to do but go insane i've become acustom to it i think it just sucks cause ya sit here and your ( Read more... )

Not really much of an entry but i figured that i'd write something. My true happiness will spill forth soon enough burdens will be lifted and my true evil/good power will radiate. i'm counting down the days until i can reach true happiness...... this aint the work of the devil.... actually it is but i aint going to ellaborate till the day it ( Read more... )

Well i'm very tired and ready for sleep so i'm going too. I enjoyed talkin to everyone tonight on the phone maybe next time cingular wont be a bitch and cut us short. Anyhow i'm sleepin if ya need me call the phone and leave a message if i dont answer. ~GT~

So many Questions so many thoughts alot brought up from last night haven't thought about shit that deep in awhile and i loved it to think deep thoughts not by jack handy but by the whole thing of your brain you go so long in your life just living doing small tasks that keep you ocuppied. Family, Friends, Opposite Sex these are all fine and dandy ( Read more... )

Had good weekend went back to work today yippee job is ok it just takes forever but i get out early just chillin hearin good ole ABBA and MEATLOAF love it i'm goin to bed. ~GT~

here i sit bored again dont know what to do oh thats right watch another thundercats episode. i might have to work everyday but i dont mind goin out for awhile and i can do that. Anyway i'm going to go try and do somethin constructive. ~GT~

well i'm really bored and shit so nothin new to really write about so later. ~ME

Well job is going good work during the week and enjoy my weekends sept this weekend it would have been better if i didn't have a small fragment of Metal in my eye. I know my perfect blue eyes got a nice little metal tint. But lets see worked all week then friday night people had plans so thats cool i decided to goto Kamakazies i think thats the ( Read more... )