I just dreamt that i almost died from some made up disease called "CIS", which by the way is the name of my class i have tonight. Anyways, in my dream it was this fatal epidemic, and i somehow contracted it ( Read more... )

I'm happy. Right now at least. Things are going well. School is still stressful, but it builds character, right? I love my job to death. I love all my co-workers and they're all so fun. It's sad how going to work has been the main source of my social functions as of late. I can't imagine leaving Plato's Closet ever. The pay is ok...i know i could ( Read more... )

Long time no update cause frankly, im the only one that reads this ( Read more... )

learn to forget.

Is it bad that when i look at my tuition bill, I immediately think about all the MAC i could buy with that money.
Or even when i find out the amount i spent on gas...how that $29.11 could've gotten me the new Chromeglass that came out and an eyeshadow.

I'm such a loser.

I'm on the verge of a mental breakdown. i cant take this shit anymore. i dont understand a goddamn thing in my macroeconomics class, and stats is confusing the shit out of me. i've never been so completely lost before. usually i'll just be unsure about a few small things...but to be completely lost in an important class like econ--i'm fucked. i ( Read more... )

I dont care how silly and emo this sounds: i dont understand why i was born, why i'm alive. I have nothing to live for: no reliable friends, i fuckin hate school, work is OK, my parents barely talk to me, and when they do i usually just get pissed off anyway. I'm spiteful, i'm always angry, i'm more pessimistic than anyone i know. My life is a huge ( Read more... )

Can i get a HELL YEA for good shows coming up this spring?

March 27 we got Subhumans and guests.
April 6 there's Horrorpops(<3) The Briefs and some other band

also in april, midnight creeps and yeah yeah yeahs...not together of course. woo, i am so excited!

I've come to this conclusion: i need new friends. seriously, goodbye to all you sonsabitches who couldn't give me the time of day, hello people who will care that we havent talked in 5 days ( Read more... )

To start, a little letter ( Read more... )