this place is draining me.

arg

going to see choke tonight.

FUCK I'M GOING CRAZY IN MY SISTERS HOUSE!!

i feel like this is the shining or something. cabin fever! ahhhh! i can't find anyone to meet up with and i'm tired but can't sleep. and something needs to happen before i freak out.

this house is too quiet!!!!!

utah daze!


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mmm i feel so dumb... we were getting our hair and makeup done today... my hair was lovely and the girl was so niceand sweet. i've never had my make up done before... and i needed a tweeze. so we waxed and tweezed my eyebrows and then went to makeup. she was the girl who did my nails the day before and she was so sweet yesterday. today she wasn't ( Read more... )

the sickest background ever!


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i have this terrible guilt feeling in my chest. yet i know i haven't done anything wrong. i can remember feeling like this all the time growing up. my sister guilt trips me constantly. it really effects me. i wish that wasn't the case. i know for a fact that she's sick... but why does she always take things out on other people? i just wish i could ( Read more... )

so, rad, mom and i were talking about writing in journals and i forgot i had this. very nice thing to remember! how lovely ( Read more... )

hey boys and girls. i'm moving and getting rid of some things. mainly because i need money to get across country! S.O.S. !!!!

a sweet pair of spy goggles. selling for $30


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it seems i've been working so much but i just can't save my money ( Read more... )

some people are just trouble.

and you should stay away from them.

no matter what they say.

add to resume:

can now play oh susanna on the harmonica.

i'm learning dueling banjos. someone else out there should learn as well.

for a suprise.

it would be fantastic.