Why is my sleeping schedule the most fucked up thing ever? It's usually so prisitne and happy and alcohol-assisted. No more. Now I'm tired all day and antsy at night. Although I do loads of work all day and run. Hmmm. Mystery. Maybe I'm just excited to come home ( Read more... )

My god, there's a miracle afoot. I'm having one of those moments that happen every now and then, except this time it's actually lasting! This is good, because the moment at hand is one in which I feel EXTREMELY capable, and on top of my shit. Yes, it's true. My act is in fact together. Generally I just feel lazy, and like I'm going through the ( Read more... )

Well, I'm 21. Overall it's been a bit of a non-event (compared to what it would've been had I stayed at home), but that's fine by me. I don't really think the immediate consequences of this particular birthday will hit me until I get off the plane on June 17th. That can be my big party day. Saturday was very suprising and special nonetheless. ( Read more... )

Today is the anniversary of the school shootings that took place in Red Lake, on the Red Lake Reservation in northern Minnesota.

I have done absolutely jack shit for several days on end now, which can actually be a shock to the system after eight weeks of straight terror. I can't even make conversation with my new roommates because I have no activities to speak of. But today we're going down to Chequers to hang out with Jane after her last tutorial. I'm living with Thom, ( Read more... )

Irrelevant subject. I can't think of anything I ain't got. But I got some thoughts! There in here ( Read more... )

There are officially some fucking eeeeevil vibes floating around Oxford right now. Actually I don't know if it's just LMH or the whole of the city, because I haven't really left college much. Which is possibly part of the problem ( Read more... )

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At Oxford each term has 8 weeks, and each week is referred to by it's number. 5th week is when you get the blues. It's just a phenomenon. Every single student here, regardless of college, will tell you they've either seen it or experienced it. Papers start to feel like a chore. The euphoria of being back with your friends after a 6 week break ( Read more... )

Feeling slightly unhinged these days. Probably in a good way though. I don't know...what does it mean when you feel content after a big dose of debauchery? At any rate, I'm very happy, which is inadvertantly superceding my RAGE TO LEARN. That's also a problem. Shouldn't learning make me happy? Or shouldn't I feel more excited about learning ( Read more... )