two thousand four
begining with the most important months of this year::
MARCH:::: On March 4, 2004.. the worst thing came to mind when my dad told me this " We went to the doctors, and they told us Grandma has about 30 days left".. i didn't know what to think. then the worst thing happend within the next five days. She went from sick to really sick to sicker to even sicker to being completely out of her mind. I remember waking up on Tuesday, March 9, 2004.. in my sister's bedroom.. looking up and seeing my dad's face. I was confused because my dads not usually at my moms house.. and i was in my sisters room.. very confusing. He looked at me, kneeling down to my level, and said while nodding, " Grandma's gone. " two simple words changed my life. I miss my Grandma very much.. and nobody will ever know what's missing in me.. ever
MAY:::: May 18, 2004.. I had my sister. May 19, 2004.. I had lost her. She turned 18 and became someone else.. I miss that 17 year old Ashleigh.
JULY:::: Uncle Danny, Aunt Cindy, Matthew,Michael & his wife, Uncle Kevin, Aunt Shelly, Samantha, and Sidney were all in town.. either from California.. or Texas. I was really really excited about that.. i hardly ever see them.. the ones from Texas .. i've seen the twis 3 or 4 times.. and my aunt & uncle 6 or 7 timese ones from Cali.. i've seen the son twice, older son once( this time) and Aunt & Uncle twice i think.. so i was excited.July 31, 2004, we planned on going to Hartwick Pines with my Grandma's ashes.. July 30, my Grandpa died. So that made Hartwick Pines even harder.. wonderfulll
AUGUST:::: High School begun.. Ashleigh moved to Saginaw
SEPTEMBER:::: Well.. I stopped talking to Lainie. Stopped being friends. Stopped it all.
OCTOBER + nothing really bad happened.. so yeah