I am finally okay with the fact that mike payton is gone. he is gone. GONE! i've gotten my closure and now i'm okay. it used to be like everytime i hear his name i freak, or see pictures, i cry. i always wondered why it was i cried. he never relly hurt me. he just was a little fuct up. i still really miss him, but now i'm okay. it's all because of ( Read more... )

I AM HOSTING THE BATTLE OF THE BANDS(WITH JOSH BORCHARDT) YAY ME!!!!

I LOVE LINDA!!!  I LOVE LINDA!!!

I FUCKING LOVE THAT GIRL!!!

Well, i'm sorry i haven't been around lately. i haven't even had time to listen to the three cd's LJ burned for me. GODDAMMNN....the cause for this disaster is soccer. soccer, yes SOCCER. i honestly don't knw why i signed up for it. i think -oh, i know!! it was because i almost started up a bad habit(again) and soccer signup was going on one day ( Read more... )

Well, i might as well speak my mind and type it all down at the same mind ( Read more... )

Life is good ( Read more... )

Well, hello everybody. This is mainly a question for sean and linda(i'd call you linda,but it's early and i'm not going to be here later on today). i just wanted to ask for your permission for something. for this whole culture fair thing i am doing a piece of artwork about self-mutilation. it's basically going to say something like "still ( Read more... )

H4PPY BIRTHD4Y, LIND4!

Are you doin anything SpEciAl???

Hey all you home-slices...Hope life is good. juist sitting at home on a friday night. don't feel like doing jack shit. this whole week kinda sucked. today my friends saw me cry and it was a shocker to them. me too, cause i didin't really know what was wrong. i just felt like bleeding in a different way.

Confusion is flowing throughout my veins. I don't know what for. I think it's because of the fact that i'm starting to get pretty sick of everyone around me. 'WHY though?' i'm asking. i feel so wierd. I really wanna be around my fruiends and all, but lately it's just been like i wanna be ALONE. I don't like this, i donm't like this one BIT ( Read more... )