I am so freakin' stressed out .. the gofundme isn't doing well .. a friend called and made some promises but I haven't heard back from him .. he told me to be patient *crazed laugh ( Read more... )

I started a GoFundMe fund to help with fixing dads front porch .. I'll need a mason and a carpenter .. need to check if permits are needed ( Read more... )

I scared 2 little boys away, 1 of them was going to throw something at dads house .. I just happened to see them from my bedroom window upstairs .. they had stopped in front of the house, the littlest one ready to throw something until I got their attention by tapping on my window .. by the time I got downstairs and out the front door they were ( Read more... )

dad stayed by Mary's over the weekend then had adult day care on Monday .. he had some confusion but he did fine

I did next to nothing for 2 days .. I picked up pops from the care center, he was ready to go

I'm grateful

yup tired

the Dr. said if dad didn't have someone caring for him he would have to be placed in a care facility .. I know, yes siree I know .. time to get serious about where he should/could go, when that time comes that is

grateful daily .. yes I am

cookies are a daily topic and mercy did dad get pissed off at me last night .. Mary took him to get smokes and milk, cookies were bought (2 packages) .. I took the cookies because I had just given him a full package of chewy oatmeal chocolate chip .. the look on his face was scary .. he demanded me to give them back, which I did but later hid .. ( Read more... )

after wasting over 3 hrs trying to nap I checked to see if dad had had lunch and supper .. yes supper no on the lunch .. why because the bag with the lunchmeat dad put on top of where he places his bills .. the bag had his napkins in it also .. so the meat is in the garbage now and dad keeps wanting to know how the meat got in the house .. for the ( Read more... )

posted a private mini vent so I'm all better now ( Read more... )

I slipped down the stairs, landed a few feet from dad .. he never noticed until I got up and was checking out my ankle. That was around 7 hrs ago, a little swollen and bruised with a carpet burn so I'm ok ( Read more... )