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fantasy dream
I rarely dream .. I've been ill but I just woke up from the best dream I've EVER had ( Read more... ) -
rocked out the raking
pops and I finished raking the yard .. I mowed the back
Taylor came by earlier to help dad take a shower but he didn't want one
Mary took dad grocery shopping this morning .. I took away 7 packages of cookies
dad just asked me if I took his cookies away .. 'maybe' smile .. he just smiled back -
dual sickness
Molly threw up 3 times yesterday and I have been sick for the past 3 days ( Read more... ) -
persistent headache
laid in bed yesterday most of the day .. took care of dad and Molly as needed but then rested ( Read more... ) -
dad got angry at me
I see no reason why not to keep this public .. sharing how it is for someone with dementia and how I feel and/or handle this position I find myself in .. caregiver and protector ( Read more... ) -
up all night thinking about my daughter
I couldn't stop thinking about my daughter so I wrote to her biological father .. they've become friends on facebook .. I'm blocked ( Read more... ) -
twisted
I can't talk about poop while trying to eat but I can watch The Walking Dead -
feeling grateful
even though I haven't felt well, dang crohns .. I've been resting a lot the past week .. having mini breakdowns, just blubbering because of dad being so lost and me being scared
I still feel so very grateful and blessed that I am able to help him
dad tells me every night that he loves me and I tell him that I love him more -
losing my mind
I'm overwhelmed ( Read more... ) -
I stole $2,000 from dad?????
now dad thinks I took $2,000.00 from his checking account and that I owe him $2,000.00 ( Read more... )