god fucking damn it.

Why do i sleep till 4?

I know the answer.

And i hate it.

giluhgrlifvjarw;lihbcljkawrli832npa.

I was living in an apartment with a couple of other people my age, except they were all sort of elvish, and they gave us fake teeth and shot lazer beams out of their eyes.

All is wicked until God destroys our house, on account of we're filthy sinners.

What does it mean when your dreams are fuckkkkked?

In other news, I'm out of ciggarettes.

how long, ( Read more... )

I've never really thought about myself in relationships. it was always more important to keep the other person happy. Now, it's like having a child. A whole other person to consider.

It was easier before.

But happiness is good. So i guess it's worth it.

This seems to be the year of breakups and self discovery for Grimsby women. We realised be are ( Read more... )

this is a bittersweet high. I feel guilty for having it...because there is so much that i should be fixing.

Am i running away?
I can't tell if happiness is an escape for me.
This disease should not be used as an excuse.

But for now, i shall continue to stretch and breathe and love my life.
 I love breath.
Ooh and candles.
God it's renewing, it's been so ( Read more... )

It's true, it isn't fair.

But then again, life never was to us. It seemed like the world didn't want us to be together. I realise we were together during a difficult time in our lives.There are many things that i will never be able to give to you, i know that. And i understand that she is a comfort in your life that makes alot of sense.

I'm not ( Read more... )

I sat in the tiny office which seemed cluttered with too much false empathy, left overs and new to be born. Just for me. Isn't it always?

Anyways she started by slipping off her red shoes and curling into the chair, strategically, as she was wearing a dress of the same colour.
No connection, just comfort. 
She asked me why i was here.
I told her i ( Read more... )

No one deserves to feel like this.
I don't care who you are.

This just blows.

Love is just another word for misery.

fuckeverything.

This birthday is going to suck.

My mom doesn't want me to get my chinchilla.

I may still get it.

But i hate making her sad.

Esspecially since she stopped smoking weed.

No one understands how much this ment to me, and i really don't expect them to.

But yeah, i'm fucking sad as balls right now.

and i don't know what to do.

he's sitting here beside me ( Read more... )

Improv tomorrow.

I'm on new pills.

I'm still crazy.

I love him.

I'm torn.

I'm worried.

I'm sad.

I'm going to try.

At everything.

I think.

I don't know.