Hey

Aug 23, 2004 15:31

Hey this is like my first time posting I think.

I need MAJOR HELP!



Ok I have an ex of like 2 years on and off his name is Josh. We have been talking about getting back together recently. We broke up in February.

In May I dated Jeremy until begining of August. I want to be with him, but I want to be with Josh.

My best friend xo_kates_xo and I were talkinag bout it. I came up with this.

Josh and I never did anything. Never went to Homecoming together,nothing. We talked at school and on the phone a lot. He started coming over in late December of 2003. That was the first time we really hung out outside of school. The only cool things that stick out in my memory, and I remmeber a lot. My birthday this year, he got me a red rose and a stuffy animal, becuz im such a baby for stuffed animals. X-Mas he got me a gold necklace with a charm that says "Love". All the stupid shit that happens at school and shit when we see eachother is mostly of what our memories are. Nothing really exciting..

But with Jeremy we did like alot in 3 months. We went to the movies a lot. Out to eat. He got me a $240.00 blue saphire ring in July.


We went to festivals, Summerfest. We watched movies, I got along with his parents, they liked me. The best part was when he bought me a 40 dollar teddy bear at a fair, witha 26 dolar pink glass rose. I still have all his stuff, the ring his necklace, his hat, the bear, the flowers. We had this thing with walking in the rain together, it was so cute. Even tho I looked like ass afterwards it was fun.

But I'm still hung up on Josh. 2 and a half years is a long time to know and date sumone. He gave me his football jersey last friday when I went to his scrimmage. I'm always at football for Josh. He's the reason why I go, even tho our teams pretty kick ass.

I don't know what to do... I told Josh that I feel like he is the one. But I still want Jeremy. But I want Josh. I'm so confused any help?

<3
Lyse

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