For any of you who wondered what the last few days have been about-
basically I've been stressed out because of my complete lack of money.
Overdrawn bank account & all yet I have so much to pay for.
Not an idea that is foriegn to anyone else I'm sure, but
it was really stressing me out all the same.
Since I need a minimum of several hundred dollars, ( Read more... )

Are the goals I have for myself truly too large for my life?
Are they too big for me?

Mom-you reached new heights today.
Forget picking on my hair or clothes.
You have managed to shatter every single thing I hope that the rest of my life can hold in one ten minute conversation.

I burn with envy towards every single one of you out there who have parents ( Read more... )

I need to leave & go far away.
I need to do something amazing.

FIRST ( Read more... )

My mom made the best rice & chicken thing.
And I totally just ate a bowl of it.
But not only is it 12 30 in the morning,
but i am a vegetarian.

What the hell.
I am so out of control today.
After I whined about being sick this afternoon,
Eric & I went out and I had Jamba & a bagel w/cream cheese.

Out of control to the max.
Ugh. Gross.

Think I'll walk to work ( Read more... )

Oh man.

Cereal & milk for breakfast.
Grilled cheese for lunch.
And the boyfriend brought me chocolate fishies.(My favorite)
Not a good day for someone
allergic to dairy.

Lord I'm stupid sometimes.

I am cold & tired.
& cold.

I started this devART thing that sounds awesome, only
I can't actually get started on it cuz they
won't validate my bloody email address.
Rawwrrr.

Eric went on Ebay for god knows how long and
found me a copy of Puzzle Fighter for PS,
which I have been searching for since July and,
which I had complelely given up on finding.
Yayroo ( Read more... )

Anybody who's good with this layout stuff:
why does my background have stripes on it?
Cuz it should just be one solid color.
And I don't know why/how stripes are showing up.
And I don't like them.
Suggestions?
Thanks.

In fact-
anybody wanna make me a layout?
I only want a simple one.
That'd be really awesome.
These templates just bug the shit out of me.

I am so bummed out!

Today I was going to take PCH up to Malibu & on to Santa Monica to have a photo shoot day. I just felt like I had to do it. Today. For some reason I felt like I was going to miss shooting something awesome if I didn't go. But I talked myself out of it. Cuz when I woke up to go do it this morining, it was pouring rain. So I ( Read more... )

PAST

1.) first grade teacher's name:
mrs. meyer. i lost her hamster.

2.) last word you said:
fucking freezing!

3.) last song you sang:
Deftones' Passenger

4.) last thing you laughed at:
a guy i was talking to while working in the darkroom said something funny. i don't know what it was.

5.) last time you cried:
Sunday morning when I was training my new ( Read more... )