I've been so happy lately, I haven't felt the need to ramble in my livejournal about how shitty everything is.

I don't think i'll ever get to see The Arcade Fire or Bloc Party.

:(

oh my god ohmygodohmygodohmygodddd.

:)

complete. static.

I started writing poetry.

:)

i officially quit smoking.

"i hate you so much."

I can't believe all that I have
foreseen is finally happening.
I cannot for a single second stand the way I feel.
I always knew. I always saw it coming.
Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear.
I've never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing,
I never wanted to cease to
exist, just disappear.

Never have I felt so dead.
Once felt so warm, now I'm ( Read more... )

Things are looking up a little. Not that much, just a little.

Poor Eeyore.