years of emotions

[getinmybed]

I feel crazy overwhelmed right now. I feel like i am unable to make any decisions because i don't know if they are right ones. Yesterday it hit me that i have wasted so much time with some people. I just feel really down and hurt that people that i cared so much about... don't give a shit about me. I have to learn to let go and move on. I just don'

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[akissfarewell]

i know you probably dont believe me...but i care...i hope youre ok...i want to see you...but i also know how things get while in a relationship. i know things become a bit....we and us and not so much everyone else. i did it and actually still do to it. that doesnt change the fact that you have been one of the strongest most independent and influential woman i have had the privalege to know in the past 5 years. i miss you. i do. i want you to be happy i do. i want you to call me. i called you a few nights ago. i want to play. i want to catch up. i want to be there for you during any hard times. even though it feels like miles or states, i am only blocks away. i miss you and am here for you whenever you want me to be. call me. lets go to cozy and have brunch. lets talk, laugh and cry......i cant tell you what decisions to make, but id like to be there for you. we both have a lot of shit going on.....lets have a shoulder and an ear to bend. i love you. call me.

[akissfarewell]

ps....hamms misses her aunt. believe it or not....shes a good dog now!

(so does blake...but he never got to really meet you!)

[lornalux]

LOG! You are the best to live with EVER. And, if you do take a break, we'll make it a fun one. It'll be ok. The problem is, I've found, most people tend to be a disappointment, and that is just sad. People are not proactive in healthy ways. Lennie is on my lap, and why did I wake up at 6am today? I should go jump on your bed! I made coffee, come on out!