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so i think i'd like to update this thing more. i have some spare time at work but more importantly i just like to write things out and see how i feel about them sometimes. even if it all is vague ( Read more... )

last night i was talking, thinking about my life and the possible decisions, all the possible decisions ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in awhile and i thought an update would be appropriate. so summer hasn't been what i envisioned, nothing usually is, but i have no complaints. as per usual when my life revolves around finances and jobs, i feel stagnant and useless. and really stressed out. thinking about what life could really boil down to someday, scares the ( Read more... )

well kids i need a job. i'm willing to sell my soul to telecommunications or something of the sort. i'm desperate. if any of you have any job openings where you work let me know. i need to make 8 or above. preferably part time but i'm willing to quit the job i have now depending on the pay.
thanks.

I write like nothing is impossible like I love the lives of my past, the present and future all in synch driving through the torrid desert hot and fatal in the sun. the air is full, capacitated, in heavy mastery like existence can only be learned, and I learn. from the voices, convulsing frantic, of valencia and the beats of roadside travelers, the ( Read more... )

..."In the event of a Nazi invastion, Virginia Woolf and Leonard had made provisions to kill themselves. After the final attack of mental illness, Woolf loaded her pockets with stones and drowned herself in the River Ouse near her Sussex home on March 28, 1941. On her note to her husband she wrote: "I have a feeling I shall go mad. I cannot go on ( Read more... )

i haven't touched this place in months ( Read more... )

so this past month has been exactly what i needed. a bit of cleansing of the mind, a little more than i deserved actually, but none the less - it was relaxing. mostly i did the usual, the regular day to day nonsense but it put me at an ease i wasn't expecting to find ( Read more... )

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