Have I told you lately that I love you?

Mar 20, 2003 00:08

School. Decent.
Work. Good.
Photo shoot. Very good.
Overall = i'm thinking about something.. and I wonder if they noticed the same thing.

You ever feel the impulse to do something when you're right next to someone but then you hold yourself back? Well.. yeah. Aside from that, I think I took some decent/good pics of Kathy, so i'm happy. It's late ( Read more... )

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kilby March 20 2003, 09:02:46 UTC
Good luck with whoever you have a sorta crush on! Besides that, I think we had a lot of fun yesterday. I really miss our times together. Kathy was really flattered that you wanted her to model for those pics! You're a great person Pris. Never forget that! I think you should be surrounded by positive people and stimulus. So much negativity in the world today. It's best to just ignore most of it at times. I love you Pris. We all do. I'm going to leave you with one of my fave songs...

XTC - Dear GodDear God ( ... )

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I DID notice it seemed as if you were in a contemplative mood... kilby March 20 2003, 10:51:19 UTC
This is Kathy,by the way. Do you ever think that others can sense your thoughts/feelings just by looking at you?...and when they make eye contact you look away, feeling slightly embarassed? That used to always happen to me. Usually it was feelings of depression I wanted to conceal. But now even when I feel depressed(which is rare as of late.) I remind myself that no one can sence how I feel exept for those who know me well and I would not want to hide anything from people who know me well enough to have the ability to read my every mood. I was once aquainted with this girl who did not want others to show compassion for her. She saw it as pity. It seems she could not tell the difference between pity and empathy. Or maybe she did not want MY empathy cause she was not too close to me..I don't know. People are pretty complex creatures. We tend to read alot into stuff while attempting to understand them. Our perceptions on someone could be so far off, so that's why it's best to be straight forward and to force yourself to say and do ( ... )

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