Thanks so much karesu :) I will definitely take your advice - I'll try to focus on things that make me happy. And I'll definitely need to avoid him like the plague in order to not have a connection with him. If I see him, I know I'll completely melt. He just does that to me. So I'm going to make sure that doesn't happen.

Thanks for the support!

Thanks for your comment... I guess he could be pretending not to care, but when he sees me in pain, if he REALLY did care, I would think he would want to comfort me. I mean you can only pretend not to care so much... it will get to a point where if you truly do care, you won't want to see the person in pain.

I'm just so tired of all his games. My head is so much clearer now since we split. I'm starting to realize that everything was a power trip for him. He had power over every aspect of our relationship with all these dumb rules he'd create, and I just went along with it because I was desperately in love with him. I'm not going to be that girl anymore!