i think maybe, just possibly drugs might help us see reality rather than dilute it. and for this reason i have decided that drugs will no longer be a part of my life.
things that are complex are complex... trying to explain them with words to make the complexity more understandable just makes beautiful complex turn into fucking stupid shit.
but, THAT doesnt mean that you should not try to understand.. cuz that just makes you a big fucking stupid shit.
did i mention i bought presents? jeanna. i bought you presents. too many. sooo many that i felt bad for everyone else i know. and so i decided i should just give some of yours to other people. i know you wont mind. cuz you spread love.