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[getupoff]

At this very moment I am trying really hard to remind myself that I am strong. I am trying to keep in mind that I am an incredible person full of life, happiness, spontaniety, and ambition. I am no longer ashamed of how I look or how I act... and I shouldn't be

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[lilmizevolution]

"and it hurts more because when I can't talk to someone, I disappear from them, and when they don't come looking... or try any form of contact... it's always a sign to me, that I didn't mean enough. And that's exactly why I have never had a long term friend. I've never meant enough. And the only reason I ever reconnect with people, when or if I do, is because I always allow people to mean too much to me."

I do this exact same thing...and no one ever comes looking for me. So I know how you feel. I don't know what else to say, because nothing has ever worked to cheer me up.
I'm sure it doesn't help that this guy's drunk. I highly doubt that he would act the same way towards you if he were sober. Not that that's any kind of condolence =/