forget the whole list thing. its gay. i love/hate everyone the same

ca

2:25-2:35 pm November 15, 2002. ive never laughed harder in my life.

ha. i made a list of people i care about. there are less than 10 people on it. if youre not on that list... ah well. i dont care about you. you are now out of my life. :-*

why bother. im done. this is one goal i guess i'll just have to give up on. sorry im not tuff enough for this

i went shopping. i got new pants and spiderman on dvd.

hot to the touch and racing for the surface cynacism not pessimism empathy not sympathy i try to walk around in you when we dance i make sure every foot knows where its going so at 3/4 full the process slows the emotions level off and youre left with a drowned lung a boiled heart and a brain simmering with concern who knows when will what does why ( Read more... )

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im content with being unhappy

how can i live like this?

you dont phase me. i control my feelings. sometimes i get mad because i wanna be mad. sometimes i get sad because i wanna be sad. its not your fault.

but stop instigating.

if i told you this was killing me... nothing would change. not a thing. you're too scared. and i'm sick of this