So ive been talking to someone for about 4 hours now. That doesnt ussaly happen to me. Its pretty cool I'm impressed. Persons dope shit too.

I feel irate. So full of hate. haha its a song. Im almost happy, i got my license today. Thats it. Im kinda giving up on girls for awhile now, unless one comes along that i can share my irate feelings with. I want to go Vegan again and im thinking about it im not sure yet. I want to lose some of this fat ass. ahh well im done i have work soon. GET

Yes i am enthralled by a girl....WHAT THE FUCK. Im just tottaly into her. I think about her nonstop, its cool but it kinda sucks cuz i dont think she has feelings back. Whatever no matter what shes dope. LIGHTER news, im going to see Black my Heart, In our Blood, Hoods, Shattered Realm and Donnybrook tomorrow. Nickie Negatives coing down, hes gonna ( Read more... )

I fuck up, alot. I don't know why. I need to start thinking. I'm sick of this shit. Fuck it all. I'm getting my lisence on monday. I have little feeling about getting, I thought it would be the greatest thing ever. Nothing fucking matters to me right now. I just need to be happy again, and I'm making it hard on myself. I need a new slate. Girls ( Read more... )

I'm going crazy......... Thats pretty much it. I need to go dance dance dance! Soon too. I have to wait until sunday, and it seems like its so long away. Im also waiting to get my license which I should be getting on tuesday! ahh Get fucked.

Well I'm acctualy kind of happy right now. On December 20th, I will be able to acess my bank account. There is about 3,000 dollars in there. I'm going to use that money to get a car. I still dont have my liscense, but I should be getting it very soon. Schools going by, and its by going fast. Its almost Thanksgiving. I'm not looking forward to ( Read more... )

Today, was a good day. I hung out with my friends and everything was awsome. Nothing went wrong I didn't have an angry or sad moment all day. I love my friends, there like family to me. Nick, Biggins and I moshed in Andy's bedroom, while we were listening to Black My Heart. Nick and I had a dance off, he did his sick two-step, and mine just didn't ( Read more... )

Latley things have been good for me, but it doesnt seem to matter at all. I'm doing good in school, I'm back in Annika, I've made great friends, I've been having so much fun at shows. There is just something missing. I don't know what it is. The days are just dragging along behind this empty computer screen. When I'm with my friends I'm fine and I' ( Read more... )