okay, so here is my monthly post! lets see. work, yet again, in a few hours. la dee laa daaa working at a movie theatre is the pitts. working nights and weekends, missing my babe all the time. ahhh well saaaayyyllllaaveee.

lets rave a little. i havent been this happy for quite a long while. like, honest happy. not any of the "well, it could be ( Read more... )

I turn twenty in like four months. Ummm, hey talk about being old, haha. Friday I got wicked drunk, I drank a third of vodka in less than a half hour, and spent the entire night throwing up on a kitchen floor as my best friend slept her third of the bottle off and as my girlfriend cuddled me with a blanket and pillow. haha. Work has been pretty ( Read more... )

Happy Easter!


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 I can feel the warm weather in the cold rain. It's scratching at my skin, spring is almost here, spring is almost here.

My insomnia is kicking it full throttle lately. Or maybe it's indeed the Full Throttle I drank an hour ago. Either one, I can't sleep.

I paid for my sister's abortion yesterday. I think I'm having buyer's remorse. I don't know how I feel about it all, and to make it worse I don't know how I'm supposed to feel. My seventeen year old sister shouldn't ( Read more... )

I heardddd I'm still aliiiiiiiveeeeeee.

Shit's been crazy busy lately. Like, so busy that I barely have time to sleep, busy. It's weird. And nice.

A thousand ways to make it true, I want to do terrible things to you.

I've been reading really good books lately. So good I should have read them YEARS ago, even if they weren't published, they're THAT good ( Read more... )

 
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Yessssir 2008.

New Years Eve can be described with these pictures.


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I run into the most awkward situations sometimes.

I bought the latest from Kanye West and Modest Mouse today. Wicked good.

Honestly? Like, honestly-honestly?

Tomorrow is New Years Eve. I'm so glad 2007 is over, I've been over it for a couple months now.

Make a move already.

2008 is going to hold: good times, good love, good tunes. Word.

Life is a, uh, ( Read more... )

 
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I miss being in love and everything that goes along with that.
Being the reason someone wakes up smiling.
Having someone's hand to hold when watching a movie.
Listening to me go on and on while I late-night ramble as they lay next to me as I toss and turn.
Who gives me new music to listen to.
Gives me the whole deal: heart fluttering, stuttering ( Read more... )