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Mar 21, 2006 21:48

What the heck happened to me from January until now??
I was doing so well being like "la la lalal la la la" with life, and now I am a worry machine.
Sometimes it's good to love like the movies, except the sad ones when you get hurt.
I am so scared of getting hurt, I can't just enjoy myself.
I think I just need someone to tell me how awesome I am.

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andreajoy March 22 2006, 05:32:36 UTC
You are AMAZING! I miss you; it's been far too long.

I think it's today. It seems like ladies everywhere fell down a couple notches from however high they were. I'm hoping it'll pass. "I am so scared of getting hurt, I can't enjoy myself," my thoughts exactly...like five minutes ago, in fact. I guess these feelings have to come once in awhile to balance things out. It'll pass, I guess when you let yourself get close to someone there's always that risk of getting hurt, but that's why it feels so nice otherwise, because that risk is taken instead of trying to be so "safe" all the time. That's no fun. Maybe the bad parts can be fun too in a way. I'm not sure what I'm talking about, I'm kind of crazy today...

Let's have a ladies night soon!

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getyourhairdid March 23 2006, 03:01:50 UTC
Yeah, definately!!!
I know, maybe I'm lacking long girl talks about boys or something.
How do you gain confidence??
It's always been pretty hard for me for some reason, I am always feeling like I am so rotten. Like a rotting apple.

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stephen_cramer November 9 2006, 21:19:38 UTC
get some caramel and you'll be DEEEEELICIOUS!

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stephen_cramer March 23 2006, 14:51:25 UTC
you are awesome like the movie 'joe vs the volcano' is awesome. i'm looking forward to getting hurt again, as my heart is already in 999 pieces. breaking it down to 1,000 pieces will be a milestone!

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