In a year of difficult days, this was certainly no easier.

The year is certainly new.  Happy is another matter entirely.

I finally installed Cakewalk on my actual computer tonight.  I've been running it on a VM off of an external hard drive for a couple of months now.  Why I didn't do this sooner I have no idea! 

This week was going well... until it wasn't.  The past couple of days... not so much ( Read more... )

The understatement of today is...

I've had better days.

Nothing lasts forever.

Sometimes I feel like there's this massive disconnect I can't adequately express ( Read more... )

I definitely try to connect with the people on a daily basis, usually friends or family, rarely an awesome moment with a complete stranger ( Read more... )

Nothing lasts forever.

I can't believe the summer is over.
Another two months gone.

This year has been such a blur, little of it good. 

Weird.  I don't entirely remember writing my last few entries.  I do, but I don't.  Everything was literally a blur to the point of everything just blending together ( Read more... )

Dreamt about the hospice place again last night.  Maybe after this weekend I can finally get some rest.  Then again... I doubt that will suddenly and magically happen, given eveything else going on.

This year is like all of the unpleaasantness of previous years all rolled into one.