So lets see its easter sunday and for the first time ever in my entire short little life, i am not having easter dinner with my family. its sad, my aunt called me from my grandmas house and they are all there getting ready for one of my grandmothers fabulous dinners. my mom doesnt even seem to care that much that it is easter. i still got an ( Read more... )

I am so in a funk right now. my mom talked to me today and said that i sounded sad. i dont think im sad persay but just in a funk. i need excitement and i need to do my hw. i will feel better if i start doing more work probably but i suck and have absolutly no motivation. but then i waste away time and do nothing. but i had a fairly good ( Read more... )

so, life. its pretty good right now. the weahter makes me really happy. all the people at berkeley make me really happy. my friends from back home make me really happy. my mommy and daddy and billy make me happy. and my extended famil. well thats all for now. im out cause im tired and i think i might sleep. peace.

so going home was so nice. i really needed to get out of berkeley eventhough i love it here. i just feel burnt out from schoolwork and i feel like it is getting so repetitive here. even though i dont let myself have a scheduled day persay, i just feel bored. i also have absolutely no motivation anymore. like i really dont care whether i succeed ( Read more... )

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this weekend was fun. i only drank one night. thursday i was so good and stayed in and did homework and played taboo. friday went out with the girls and danced and got drunk and hung out with andrew. saturday, after doing homework outside in the beauty of spring, stayed in and was super hyper, had so much fun, went to strada, spooned with maya ( Read more... )

boys are so distracting. i hate it. i cant pay attention in class not like i would anyway. it sucks. i dont like it. i dont like being a stupid girl. but i like the butterflies ( Read more... )

so the other night when i was really sad i desided that lj's were disgusting, especially mine b/c i divulge so much about myself and then publsih it online for all to read so i just started deleting random entries and then i deleted my entire account. the next morning however i woke up and realized that i was overreacting a tad and restored it. ( Read more... )

SUP my foos, i miss you all and i decided i dont like getting older so i am going to stop. i did it, just stopped aging. we'll see how this works. i really have been slacking on being a student so today i am going to rock and study physics, and do all my reading. no more slacking cause its like the second week of class. i just really havaent ( Read more... )

So i started classes this week and its all very interesting. I really wasnt very happy with my classes the first couple of days but then things got better. i just was really spoiled with my GSI's and professors last semester but i realized that things will get better. i absolutely love being back in physics so thats good and i am in this extreme ( Read more... )