I just had a really vivid dream. In it, I finally managed to track down an old friend from primary school. It was made of win. God I miss her. Why is it so hard to get back in contact with people? Ive only been trying to find her, on and off, for the last 6 years or so..

Well, I havent worked for about 2 weeks now, so sent my boss an email. Apparently there is no work for me at the moment, though there should be when the public holidays start rolling around. In the meantime, its onto supercheapnotspendmoney mode for me. Just hope I get the same amount from my scholarships this year as I did last, otherwise things ( Read more... )

Got a reply to the apology SMS I sent the other day. Actually had tears welling up in my eyes when I read it. The apology was accepted. The hatage is over. It's hard to say how good it makes me feel, I didnt even realise how much it hurt me until recently. All I can say is im glad to be friends with her again. At least something good has come out ( Read more... )

Its weird. This friend was always there, but now they arent. I could always talk to her. I was always there if she needed me. Sometimes it feels like there is this empty chasm inside of me, were she used to be. I dreamed about her the other night. I was in a library, and I saw her there, and as she saw me she burst into tears, and walked away from ( Read more... )

Here is my latest addition to my deviantART. Created this in Bryce 5.


Dark Dawn by ~aliasensquared on deviantART

Well, im now one of those employed type people ( Read more... )

Anonymous declares war on Scientology , doing my part.

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Ive known ever since it happened that this day would one day come. I guess I was just sort of denying it, hoping it wouldnt. Oh well. Everything has been said now, time will tell if things will go back to how they were. Its like a massive weight has been taken off my chest. That being said, I still feel bad about it.

Ah, truly epic lulz. How a person who was apparently such a good friend can blow up and severe all ties, just like that, over some small thing that didnt even involve them in the first place.

Oh well, its not like I can do much about it. One less emotional drain for me.

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