have you ever been in a place, personally, where you think you might actually drive yourself crazy in your own mind?  almost to the effect that you've reached the point that all of those crazy things in life aren't really affecting you, it's the thoughts you allow to run through your head that are making you bonkers?  I am so restless and ( Read more... )

You know how sometimes you can talk something up so much that you set it up for failure? Yeah, that was this weekend... Don't get me wrong, the beach party was still a blast, but I think that we got so excited for it that our standards were way higher than anything we could ever meet. Where to begin... I guess the beginning ( Read more... )

So, I have been tanning to get rid of these bathing suit lines before the wedding. Thus far, I have been very pleased with the results of the golden brown I am acquiring. However, I went in last night and the orange bitch behind the counter said that I was making "nice bronzing progress," whatever the fuck that means, and that I should bump ( Read more... )

ok, here is the next hurdle. we have finalized the plans for the bachelorette party, but I have a question ( Read more... )

Alright, to all the LJ women out there, I need your help ( Read more... )

people can be so fucking ungrateful sometimes!

the world doesn't revolve around you... and just remember, the way you treat people comes back around to bite you in your big ass

Seriously, what in the hell am I doing to myself? It's clear what I ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday My Tall and Beautiful Tree.

Have a great day Lauren.  Love and miss you!

Love, Rach :-)

So, these dreams are really starting to freak me out. They just bring up all the stuff I want to talk about, but don't feel I can. I am trying so hard, so hard and I just feel like it goes unnoticed. At this point, I think I am just being an idiot for even thinking what I am thinking. But at the same time, a deal is a deal... at least I hope so ( Read more... )

Well, Coll saved the day again. She called me on Friday and said "pack your shit bitch, we're leaving in 20 minutes!" We went to Lake Michigan for the weekend and it was fabulous. I finally got a chance to bust out my new sexy bathing suit, which I might add looked pretty good considering I have lost ten pounds since I have been home. We spent ( Read more... )