uhg!! sigh!!! hmmm?!?!?!?

ive got a little more than half of my disney world money saved up. im ready for this.. i had a flash back while in the shower this evening. i would tell more about it but its kinda embarassing.. jk but it is silly. i am tired but not sleepy. i dunno

boy am i such a jerk! i over analyze everything. once i listen to everone, i start to see it clearly now. to you, i am sorry. i guess this is why God taught me about trust back over the summer, for such a time like this. I'm Sorry. if only you had the internet to read this.

well, i have been thinking. everything ive been telling myself is stupid. everything ive been telling everyone is stupid. im just over reacting. just as i usually do. everything is ok. i think. i just need to calm down and stop beating myself up over this because everything is going to be OK. im just going to give it some time.. just a little bit ( Read more... )

i just got my hog back from the butcher. wow i got so much meat back from it all.. i may just give some of it away. i didnt think a pig could have the much meat to be cut up. but it sure is mouth watering just thinking about it.

getting it off your chest makes things alot better. it did me. i feel much better now.

last night i went to bed a little earlier than usual. why you ask!? I dont know why. i went to bed thinking bout the same thing that was worrying me yesterday. Yet, this morning i woke up at 4:30 am and started thinking bout it agian until i woke up. Im still thinking about it and it still is worrying me. I wish i could get a peace about it, but ( Read more... )

ive been in this thinking mood all day. it left me freaking out.not so much freaking out, but worried. worried so much that i just want to hit someone. oh yeah.. nearly everyday ive been getting into this arguement with this coworker. and to day he called me an idiot.. its funny for someone with a lower IQ to call you an idiot. so instead of me ( Read more... )

i killed a wild hog today with my new gun i bought. i was on the phone with rebekah telling her about it and it wasnt dead yet but i could see it wallering around screaming for dear life.. right now the hog is being butchered for bacon... yum!

smiles for rebekah and i.
tears for the tide.