what the fuck am i going to fucking do?

fuuuuck man.
so this isn't an emo post.
yaaaaaaaaaaaay! (:

but first off,
i would like to say:
i am soooo effing sorry if we haven't talked for awhile
or if we havent hung out in forever.i PROMISE i'm not trying to be a bitch or a flake ( Read more... )

i hate having to write stupid emo posts ( Read more... )

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO ME & MY LOVE, JONATHAN COHEN.

...more to come later...

always say "i love you ( Read more... )

i never ever ever write in this thing anymore
& it's so sad cuz i'm obsessed with LJs.
fuck myspace.

i want to do a
so-far-summer-update
so i dont forget about anything i have done.
basically, this entry it more for me
so if you're in a hurry,
you can go onto the next entry on your friends list.

( i know you know it can't get much better. fireworks flying whenever we're together. i know you know that i know you love me. )

& that is that anything can be taken away from me at any moment.
& after that, i dont live by any rules.

if you're not willing to sound stupid,
then you dont deserve to be in love.this past week has been it's own lifetime ( Read more... )

tonight was what i needed.
it was so fucking intense and amazing.
if only the important one knew how i felt.

i love fucking friends
that u can just chill with
after 4 years
& u start right where you left off.

fuuuuccck.
im soo happy.

it was fucking amazing talking to a guy
& getting shit from his perspective.

i'm done.

nobody fucking understands that ( Read more... )

sorry for all these pointless entries
that no one reads
but i promise that this is the last one
for awhile.

oh man oh man ( Read more... )