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[ghettobootystar]

this is crazy. i havent posted on here in over a year. and the sad part is, nothing has changed with me. i still live with my grandparents, im going nowhere with school. im just stuck in this rut with the desire to get out but i totally lack the motivation. i was fired from target a year ago. ive been working as a nanny for most of this year

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[yourloveliness]

hey lauren, it's ellen (remember me? it's been forever). i was just thinking of you girls the other day and how sad life has been without any no doubt shows to go to. i love gwen and all, but it just isn't the same you know. i'm sorry things haven't been that great for you. life can be like that sometimes. but just keep hanging in there and doing your best. things will turn around and get better. i've found that sometimes the only thing we can control in life is our attitude, and things go a lot better if we try to have a positive one. anyway, i hope things get better for you soon! and hopefully i'll see you at a gwen show or something soon too.

oh yeah, i finally got myspace, so feel free to add me.
http://www.myspace.com/your_loveliness

[rawkinlobstr]

even though this was a "bummer" post, it's nice to know what is going on in your life. i know that things will get better when the time is right. even though things are shitty, remember that you are young. you can still do whatever you want to do with your life. opportunities will come your way. when you turn 30 and still live with your grandparents, then you can worry