Gloomy musing
How much do you have to feel depressed so you find yourself, on saturday evening, smoking and silently crying before your window, staring at the mountain so far away, and thinking there isn't a thing that could enjoy you at the moment
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I get depressed too at times. I usually throw myself into a project when that happens, which is why my house is being deep cleaned and redecorated. I sometimes find music to make my depression worse, other times that same song will make me happy. I have no idea how or why this happens.
I bought me a calendar this week that is in both English and Spanish. I studied Spanish when I was in school and there is a large Hispanic community where I live. I think maybe if I keep in practice, I might keep my mind too busy to be depressed.
*hugs you*
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I'm trying to keep my mind busy, but it seems it always comes back to the cause of my depression.
I know the cause, but I also know probably I'm overreacting to it. Maybe I should keep my mind in standby, think all will be ok, I only have to wait.
But I'm not good at waiting, at managing anxiety, so I lose the sleep and the appetite imagining the worse scenario. I was in the same condition about three months ago, and afterward all went right again...
So maybe I'm not depressed but paranoid. Oh, well, I hope you're not thinking it right now...
Thanks anyway, I really appreciate someone I can speak to :)
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I knew the best thing is to keep on writing or talking with friends.
I just spent yesterday evening with one of them, and today - poof - all is just a little better...
And it's so nice to find here also friends who are willing to share their feelings :) you're beautiful people
I think maybe soon I'll use your offer, and write to you,
*hugs*
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