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[ghiouh]

What happens when you cant relax, cant calm down, cant escape into any of your normal places.
when your dying to be around people but dont want to be with anyone you know...

seriously this is a really odd feeling and im not sure what to do...

Comments

[anonymous]

Someone once told me that anytime we feel lonely or incomplete we are starving for God. On the deepest level any need, especially for relationship is a crying out for God.

Perhaps you are being left with no alternatives to the true source. No way to escape what you really need.

I couldn't even begin to imagine how to somehow choose "more God" than I already have chosen, or to "really" decide to give up myself etc. So I clearly cannot tell you that you have some action to take, but I still believe that when I have the experience you are describing that it is a small moment of the revelation of the true wasteland that is my flesh-stripped even of it's meager facades and protections.

Or maybe you haven't been eating well, and it's all chemical or something.

-Dead Eye Duck

[ghiouh]

ok befor i post my response, since it will be tempered varying on who this is...

Who are you? I get the Dead Eye Duck reference(Bucky O'Hare) but you mispelled it and the only person i know who would refernce that to me has his own sn....

so who be this?

[elros_linwelin]

drugs

[coegi]

Drugs are bad, mmkay?
Violent videogames are what you need.
Or possibly a hobby involving the creation of soemthing beautiful.
...or violent videogames.

[ranssom]

"What happens when you cant relax, cant calm down, cant escape into any of your normal places." I have been dealing with this for the last couple of years, on and off. I mean, its probably not really what you are talking about, but I have been living in a house with people I don't really know, and I feel extremely uncomfortable around people I don't really know. When you live with them, you can't go home to be safe from the conflict and discomfort. The stuff I am supposed to have to battle out in the world is happening in my house. It is, especially for a girl, a terrible feeling. So I know what it is not to be able to escape. I also don't have any close friends left here, so when I want to be around people (besides Andrew and Jack), my only options are people I don't know too well. I don't have any answer, but I know it is not a good feeling.

[ghiouh]

well in this instance... and it was only for the night i felt as such, it was a matter of security or anything it was a matter of escaping myself and the world. Its called escapism(*sp) whil i do understand needing that place of security(one reason im not comfortable living at my parents house) it doesnt quite fit this instance...