So yeah, the past few nights have been wild ( Read more... )

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"It's a lose-lose situation right now. I'm just doing what I think is best for both of us."

Heh, sadly, you only think. Neither of us knows what is best for us.

P.S. I think this is the peak of my headaches hitting me right now. It hurts SO fucking bad. :(

So yeah, tonight was great. Went to Aroma Underground, but that shit ended up sucking. That guy actually said "with arms wide open" in one of his songs. It was funny because I just sent a text to JP across the room about our Creed jokes. Bwhahaha!!! Anyway, Ellen & Amanda M. came out there with us. We kind of left after 10 minutes of that shit. ( Read more... )

*sigh* It took for an angel that I never met before to use my own words to help me. I was told that I need to take my advice, and this is true. Someone that I loved has such a tight hold on my heart that it has blinded me completely. I know that because I love you this much it's fucking up my ability to reason and have nothing to do with you. I ( Read more... )

I would love to see you curled up on the floor in a puddle of your own tears right now. We make no goddamn sense anymore.

So I found some strength in me to pick up the phone and call her today. I just wanted to know how you were doing. I missed the beautiful sound, known as your voice, that came out when your lips parted. I still don't think that we can be what we used to be. Not friends at least. I need you too much to only settle for that ( Read more... )

Something is missing in my life...as much as I hate to say it, I think it's you.

...bitch...

"If we run far away do you think we will ever die?"

Right now I'm debating whether or not to remove you from my friends list on here. Do I really want to read about how you are doing? Do I really care to see how good you are? The pain is still here and I'm not understanding why. I'm doing everything that I can to let go of you. Believe me, I want to let completely let go so bad too. Things are ( Read more... )

Ok folks, I tried being nice, and I almost did it for a good bit of time. However, like I once said in a past entry, people are just asshole. I'm sorry lady, I was going to be good for as long as I could, but I can't hold out anymore ( Read more... )