i cant stop the beat. beat. beat....

[ghostinthemiror]

im slowly starting to realize im falling apart again. i feel it coming like a strong storm days away from disaster. i think when it comes to school i am really working towards something. i am. and this internship has showed me that i am doing what i need to be doing and i working towards a life that i really want. i love my job. i love everything

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[daisydaisy]

i'm so proud that you are focusing so much on your future and who exaclty you want in it. i really think its a good idea for you to take some time and focus on these things and get the fucks out of your life who arent there to help contribute to your future. im no expert though, but i think you know what to do. and get out of buffalo! youre so right thats all people care about, at least the group of people we are usually surrounded by. go to nyc maybe you can do an exchange thing but youre almost done and im sure you can get your masters there, or at least close enough. everything will work out, your strong and indpendent, smart and ambitious. and when youre least expecting it you'll find the man of your dreams. (and i bet there is a good chance that he isn't from buffalo) and if you want culture and parks and everything nyc has, dont move to vegas because when it comes to those things its REALLY LACKING! and i hate it (the fact that its lacking those things) ok time for work <333333333333333333333333333333333333