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...would have been my four-year anniversary with Dave ( Read more... )

Melissa ( Read more... )

Started IMing with Chris today. Met him on eharmony, saw his picture, actually thought he was cute. We've been emailing for like two weeks ( Read more... )

After a really negative day yesterday without cigarettes, I made it through the gym and sweet Darcy decided to take me out to sushi to cheer me up. (We go to sushi at least three times a week. Seriously ( Read more... )

I told my therapist last week that I was having a very difficult time crying, and that it concerned me a bit. I didn't know if it was the Lexapro, or what ( Read more... )

Today is a good day.

I woke up feeling powerful, young, attractive. I slipped on jeans that I found in my suitcase that used to be so tight and...they fit me! They are even a little loose, actually ( Read more... )

There's a puppy at my work ( Read more... )

There's so much this still lingering around.
Most days, I wake up fine, happy even. I go about my day in a decently cheerful mood - IMing Darcy, texting Dave, doing little bits of busy work, looking forward to/dreading the gym.
But sometimes I spin around, and whoosh, there it is.
ThisThere are lots of fears. Stepping over the threshhold of my ( Read more... )

Daniel left me, and I had an abortion. Hence why I've been so absent.

I wanted to die, initially. I am in therapy now, and slowly getting better.

thanks to the friends that kept me added. I should be more active soon.