FUCK I HATE THIS

wow, this is awesome. all of a sudden 3 different people that i really care about decided to hate me. its pretty sweet. im in such a good mood right now. i feel really left out right now, like nobody wants to be around me. all i have ever done was try to be a good friend to everyone and somehow everything gets thrown back at me like im some horible ( Read more... )

so yea. this sucks the only person i want to see right now i havent seen for like 2 weeks and wont get to see for another week. i love getting calls from her *especially when im trying to sleep in<3* i dyed my hair black this morning. i want brandon to wake up so we can do something. we are going to the baranka after 2 today. it is going to be ( Read more... )

If i had my way id wish them away, but i cant find the magic inside of me. ill give my best, cause i cant give no more, but your problems arent solved so easily. im not someone that you should run to. ive been often as broken as you, more often than youd like me too. if i could heal all the pain that you feel, id gladly cure all that ails you ( Read more... )

fuck me

i know it has been a long time. my life isnt very exciting. working alot but i love it at toyota. met some new friends, a little bit of drama but whatever. im falling for this girl ashley but she has a boyfriend :( i have so much fun with her and we are so much alike. i went to roscoes chickin and waffles with her tiara from back in the day and a ( Read more... )

hello again lonely computer. me and niki are completely through. i wish we weren't but i guess this is how it had to be. i miss her so much. no matter where i am or what im doing the things around me always remind me of her. fuck me for being emo.last night i had one of the best times ever at borchard. these really good guys showed up right when i ( Read more... )

helloo helloooo. i dont really have much to say, i'm just bored. toyota is going good. today alone i am getting paid for over 25 hours. mucho dinero!. we have accumulated about 144 hours this pay period. i think we still have monday to add on too. me and niki are like dating now or something. we just missed eachother alot. her mom is sick and in ( Read more... )

it has been a long time...and lots of shit has happened. im too lazy to type it all out so i will be brief ( Read more... )

hey. its been a while. nothing too exciting has happened recently other than when i took elliott and dustin to the baldy pipe. alot of fun there despite a sprained wrist and a chipped tooth. we were there for several hours taking pictures and filming and of course riding. it was a really cool memory. thanks for coming out there guys. this weekend ( Read more... )