everything i have done i have done so that i would be happy and nights like tonight remind me that nothing is more worth it. i need to stop feeling guilty about things when the things i feel guilty about bring me happiness like this. i didn't stop beaming for a second for about three hours tonight.

my new years' resolution was to publish something but i am too scared to send my work to actual fiction magazines and whatnot so i am attempting to DO THIS SHIT MYSELF. last night in the middle of the night i had this brilliant idea and i decided to make a little book of six stories, so i did that today.

it's called OSSUARY.
this is why:

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such a wonderful birthday. i can't believe i am nineteen years old but then "all the most important people in new york are nineteen." i feel like this still applies to me in south hadley ( Read more... )

"I think she's in the right, but I have never seen such a positive post on a music blog about a contemporary band/artist."
--- random commenter on random blog regarding my review of "cousins" on pma.

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i swear, right now it is like the only song that exists for me is COTILLION BLUES
this is everything that i like about music in four and a quarter minutes.

we just discovered there's a bathtub in our bathroom so i'm going to do a zooey glass sometime this semester and read in the bathtub. that was always my favorite part of franny and zooey because the description is so sexy in this roundabout awkward way ( Read more... )

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i have 21 free train rides right now, so that means 10 concerts at no expense to me (well i guess $4.50 for there-and-back subway ( Read more... )