Just found out what I will be getting from my tax returns...Oh, wait...I'll be giving them money ( Read more... )

So I'm at one day this week. I've been really trying to be positive about this whole situation with the economy the way it is, but it hasn't been easy. I just can't survive off of one day a week ( Read more... )

Every once and a while a night like this comes along. One where you feel like you're on top of the world.

I love my friends with all of my heart.

Things are coming together...things will be good...
my karmic debt is paid.

I do not understand people.
Why they act the way they do. I know that a lot of my depression stems from other people.

I don't get it.

This is why I isolate, so I don't have to deal with them.

They took you too soon my friend...much too soon. It's amazing when you would see someone day in and day out on an almost constant basis, and then one day ( Read more... )

Who said that every wish,
would be heard and answered,
when wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that,
and someone believed it,
look what it's done so far.

What's so amazing that keeps us stargazing?
And what do we think we might see?
Someday we'll find it,
the rainbow connection,
the lovers, the dreamers, and me.

-kermit-

Being stood up is always an awesome feeling.

So what happens when you become your own worst enemy? What do you do when your every action is thwarted by you subconscious? Watching everything you want ruined...the rug consistently pulled out from under you. A constant struggle to even stand ( Read more... )

I was listening to this earlier today and, as many times as I've heard this song, It really struck a nerve...how true it rings ( Read more... )

For those of you who came...thank you from the bottom of my heart. I had an amazing time and am very lucky to have such fucking great friends.
It's definitely up there in my list of top Halloweens ever. Hopefully I will have pictures up soon.

Much love,

j-