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I guess I'm just being silly.
But I keep switching between being happy/hyper and being depressed/emo.
And I keep feeling sick and my throaty hurts. :(
I'm a loser today.

Not only is he talking to me again.
Now he's trying to sell me cocaine.
Make him stop.

It's 2.30 am. I'm eating cheesy doritos and drinking lemonade, whilst rping.
Oh the high life.
♥

I'm gonna throw up.

new layout.

I'm messing myself up even more

I'm really sick of living.

I hate the way he treats me sometimes, and I hate the way I treat him sometimes and I hate that I can't be without him and I hate how sick all this is making me. But I love him. 
And I hate that he gets so jealous. I hate that I can't talk to other guys now but that he can talk to other girls. And I hate that everything ( Read more... )

I feel sick and maybe a little afraid. But I don't know what I'm afraid of. I feel so empty too. I read your post and all I felt was empty, I should of been angry or upset but I was just empty of feeling, and my eyes ache like I should be crying but I'm not. And I feel like I should be eating but I'm not hungry. I think I just hurt right now ( Read more... )

Why are you doing this to me?