me and netty, for the last time.
candy glampire: yo
FemLvsJyDvisn420: hey
candy glampire: what's up
FemLvsJyDvisn420: not much
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i saw you i.m.ed me and i was away
candy glampire: oh yeah.
candy glampire: what are your plans for this evening?
FemLvsJyDvisn420: n/m
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i saw ron twice this week
FemLvsJyDvisn420: weird
candy glampire: yeah ive been kind chilling wiith him every now and then.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: evan picked us up the other night and we went to thayer with a bunch of people
candy glampire: thayer... ick
FemLvsJyDvisn420: we saw ron and sherry with a bunch of cripples
FemLvsJyDvisn420: jackie went to pick on yhem
FemLvsJyDvisn420: them
candy glampire: she's one to make fun of cripples..
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i went over and talked to him and sherry was all possesive
candy glampire: lol heh
FemLvsJyDvisn420: not the cripples
FemLvsJyDvisn420: dont be mean about jackie
candy glampire: oh ron and sherri lol?
candy glampire: im not?
FemLvsJyDvisn420: anyway sherry is a jealous bitch
candy glampire: lol.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: she wasnt letting ron complete 1 sentence
candy glampire: .wow.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: she was litterally pulling him away by his arm
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and i went
candy glampire: wtf.. thats.. i dont even know.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: "damn... you'd think you were the one trying to have sex with one of her friends and passing love notes
FemLvsJyDvisn420: then we walked away to the other side of the street and sat down
candy glampire: lol
candy glampire: thayter is so blah
FemLvsJyDvisn420: the next day ron showed up at my work
candy glampire: damn.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: first he went to my house but i wasnt there
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and he stayed to talk for seriously like 4 hours
FemLvsJyDvisn420: she has him on a tight leash
candy glampire: yeah when we were hanging out the other day he said "let's go to annettes"
FemLvsJyDvisn420: he was telling me about the notes between you and sherri
FemLvsJyDvisn420: apparently you started them?
candy glampire: nooooooo
candy glampire: wtf.
candy glampire: thats it.
candy glampire: he seriously told me he wasnt pissed at me, and that he knew she started it
candy glampire: im all done with him to as well
candy glampire: .thats some bullshit
FemLvsJyDvisn420: he said that too
FemLvsJyDvisn420: he said he feels like you wouldnt bother with him unless you needed something
FemLvsJyDvisn420: 'and you always try to leech shit off him
FemLvsJyDvisn420: but i told him you always had good to say about him
FemLvsJyDvisn420: even though thats not true
FemLvsJyDvisn420: he is a cool kid
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you should try to keep him as a friend
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i was telling him the truth though, about sherry... and that you said you'd never do that to him
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and he kinda made me feel dumb when he was like... "nope... you havent read his notes to sherry then"
candy glampire: im talking to his mom right now
candy glampire: wow lol
FemLvsJyDvisn420: hmm
candy glampire: i just called his house to talk to him
FemLvsJyDvisn420: yeah?
candy glampire: and his mom said that he hasnt said anything like that
FemLvsJyDvisn420: like what?
candy glampire: i leech off him?
FemLvsJyDvisn420: oh
candy glampire: or whatever
FemLvsJyDvisn420: well him mom wasnt there
FemLvsJyDvisn420: should have mentioned that
candy glampire: and the only thing he's said was we were supposed to go to hell on wednesday or seomthing
candy glampire: i dunno.
candy glampire: that's pretty fucked
FemLvsJyDvisn420: to her or me?
candy glampire: ron lol
FemLvsJyDvisn420: his mom?
FemLvsJyDvisn420: wait...
candy glampire: no Ron
FemLvsJyDvisn420: uhh..
FemLvsJyDvisn420: whats she got to do with it?
candy glampire: for ron saying that i use him or whatever
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you said his mom right?
candy glampire: yes
FemLvsJyDvisn420: she would know that stuff
candy glampire: yes
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and tell you 'yes' if it was true
candy glampire: yeah, shes like that
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and you feel alright asking?
candy glampire: of cours
candy glampire: ive knwn them for years
FemLvsJyDvisn420: lol
FemLvsJyDvisn420: wow
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i know
FemLvsJyDvisn420: he told me
FemLvsJyDvisn420: they used to feed you on your birthday or something
candy glampire: uhhh
candy glampire: well, not exaclty
candy glampire: his siters took me out on my 16th birthday
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you know what i mean
candy glampire: cause i skipped schol ad chilled with ron
candy glampire: but, ron comes here and asks me if i ca give him movies to sell cause he's broke,
FemLvsJyDvisn420: he said something about you asking if he wanted to go to some show but expected him to drive and pay for both of you
candy glampire: WHAT
candy glampire: noo
candy glampire: .he asked me if i was going to type o
FemLvsJyDvisn420: he's just paranoid i thinlk
candy glampire: i said if i had a ride
FemLvsJyDvisn420: nope
candy glampire: and he said "well wtf just come with me"
candy glampire: i said ok
FemLvsJyDvisn420: diffrent show
FemLvsJyDvisn420: he told me aabout type o though
candy glampire: what show then
FemLvsJyDvisn420: ummm
FemLvsJyDvisn420: damn
FemLvsJyDvisn420: lullacry or something
candy glampire: cause we havent talked about any other show besides type
candy glampire: wtf!
candy glampire: ron needs help
FemLvsJyDvisn420: a wfew months ago
candy glampire: A. i didnt even know he knew them
FemLvsJyDvisn420: b.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i said i think
candy glampire: B. they arent playing
FemLvsJyDvisn420: it wasnt type o though
candy glampire: it had to have been nightwish & lullacry
FemLvsJyDvisn420: past tense
candy glampire: that was in august
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and i guess you got sherry fired
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and him kicked out of friendlys with his mom
candy glampire: i kicked him out?
FemLvsJyDvisn420: read the two as one sentence
FemLvsJyDvisn420: sorry
candy glampire: lmfao.
candy glampire: wow.
candy glampire: sherri got fired cause of her hair color
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and you had sherry almost killing herself
candy glampire: .and ron got kicked out cause he came in and wouldnt pay for food
FemLvsJyDvisn420: with sasha
candy glampire: lol yeah before they were dating
candy glampire: ron expected free food in front of her boss3
candy glampire: -3
FemLvsJyDvisn420: well apparently thats one of the reasons she is all fucked up now
FemLvsJyDvisn420: people were mean to her
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and he hates those people now
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i dont know though
FemLvsJyDvisn420: it was just random conversation
candy glampire: yeah and all three of us apologized to each other and ias far i know everyone was cool
FemLvsJyDvisn420: im not telling you to start shit
candy glampire: i know.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: im telling you what he is paranoid about
FemLvsJyDvisn420: he never said any of it in a mean way
FemLvsJyDvisn420: more like "do you think he is my true friend?" kinda way
candy glampire: i never even asked ron for a ride to nightwish
candy glampire: i had a ride lol
FemLvsJyDvisn420: he kept emphasis on the fact that he was friends with you forever
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and he didnt get why that stopped everytime you made friends with other people
FemLvsJyDvisn420: why you just forgot about him
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and btw...
candy glampire: because he never wanted to hang out because he hated them
FemLvsJyDvisn420: dont be a dick suck and go to him and have this conversation all plain as day with him
FemLvsJyDvisn420: like 4th grade.... "she said this, and that... is this true... and she said you said..."
FemLvsJyDvisn420: thats just not delicate
candy glampire: well, what do you propose i do
FemLvsJyDvisn420: so dont make him feel attacked
candy glampire: im gonna mention above said accusations.
candy glampire: so he knows what up
FemLvsJyDvisn420: some people you just cant talk to i guess
candy glampire: im not gonna attack him
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i hate having to keep shit behind other peoples back
candy glampire: im gonna go to him friend to friend and be like dude.... if you have a problem lemme know
FemLvsJyDvisn420: but in your case i guess i'd better get used to it
candy glampire: wtf is that supposed to mean
FemLvsJyDvisn420: there were no 'acusations'
FemLvsJyDvisn420: see what i mean
candy glampire: how i leech off him? i got sherri fired?
FemLvsJyDvisn420: he wqas never even remotely like.. "eric did this... eric said this... eric does this..."
candy glampire: yeah cause he's not like tht
FemLvsJyDvisn420: exactly my next point
candy glampire: he mentioned it to to see if you'd say "oh eay he said that"
candy glampire: he*
candy glampire: yeah
candy glampire: *
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i know
FemLvsJyDvisn420: he thinks he knows mind control cause he is in a psyche class
FemLvsJyDvisn420: but thats my point
candy glampire: so instead of saying to you, he said this he said that, he did subtley, to see what you'd say its the same thing
candy glampire: so yes those are acusations
FemLvsJyDvisn420: he wants to see if you are really worth trusting i think
candy glampire: he's acusing me, and tried to get a yes or no out of you
FemLvsJyDvisn420: uuumm well... alrighty then
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you are making acusations not him
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i wasnt even done typing the sentence b4 you tried getting him on the phone
FemLvsJyDvisn420: thats sniffing for trouble
candy glampire: i wish i never met anyone. i really do not need this bullshit.. and its not just this, it's everyone
candy glampire: no its trying to find out it i have ONE friend left
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you have enough grudges though
candy glampire: im not trying to make another one
candy glampire: i wanted to talk to him right away is that wrong
FemLvsJyDvisn420: if you start this defensive he said she said shit... you wont
FemLvsJyDvisn420: yes
FemLvsJyDvisn420: wrong
candy glampire: no its not
FemLvsJyDvisn420: your not fully 'getting' what im saying
candy glampire: i get it netty.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and as im trying to ask you or tell you what the deal is your already at another totally way off conclusion
FemLvsJyDvisn420: reminds me of matt
FemLvsJyDvisn420: the point was...
candy glampire: ok... first he tells me that he knows sherri started that note shit, and here he is telling you i did
candy glampire: do not ever say that to me again dude, seriously
candy glampire: fuck this, im not gonna say anything to anybody.
candy glampire: if hes my friend hes my friend
candy glampire: if not.
candy glampire: im not gonna fight it
candy glampire: if your my friend your my friend, if not, im not gonna fight it
FemLvsJyDvisn420: the point is
candy glampire: let evan, jackie, meilissa and all those kids hate me or whatever, dislike me cause of erin, im not gonna try to fight it.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i told you so you;d know what he was thinking
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and so you could fix it
FemLvsJyDvisn420: not by doing the childish thing
FemLvsJyDvisn420: think like ron
candy glampire: im not gonna let myself care that much about people liking me or not more
FemLvsJyDvisn420: we know he said certain things to get certian reactions
FemLvsJyDvisn420: he said himself he is sick of not having anyone to hang out with
candy glampire: i dont think like him, so its useless.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: so we know
candy glampire: he knows im home all day, so fuck that
FemLvsJyDvisn420: he said things that may have not been true just to see what my response was
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and after what happened with sherry he has the right to question your trust
FemLvsJyDvisn420: his trust
FemLvsJyDvisn420: whatever
candy glampire: HOW SO
candy glampire: explain that
candy glampire: i did nothing with her, i said nothing to her like that, its on her
FemLvsJyDvisn420: just know he does want to be friends with you like before
FemLvsJyDvisn420: your notes
FemLvsJyDvisn420: your responses
candy glampire: that said "oh sherri your cool, but rons; my friend"
FemLvsJyDvisn420: his paranoia
FemLvsJyDvisn420: bah
FemLvsJyDvisn420: this is pointless
candy glampire: im not going to worry.
candy glampire: thank you for telling me though
candy glampire: sorry if i get al weirded out or whatever
candy glampire: its just i thought me and him were really cool3
candy glampire: again -3
candy glampire: crapp fuckin keyboard
FemLvsJyDvisn420: he wants that
candy glampire: he's told me we were/
candy glampire: man, i really wished i never moved, lol
candy glampire: johnston woulda been better than this
candy glampire: let's be honest, me and you, were not even friends. we never hang out and barely talk... ron, who i thought was completly cool with me isnt. ami is the only one who really is cool with me.
candy glampire: billy's gone. melissa is onw of "them" now.. everything is so fucked
FemLvsJyDvisn420: billy?
candy glampire: he is san francisco
candy glampire: he called me frm there
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i know
FemLvsJyDvisn420: but what about him and you?
candy glampire: well he's not here so its like one less perosn i can hang out with
FemLvsJyDvisn420: billy was an emo cunt... billy was a 'thing that sucked'... billy you despised, couldnt stand... didnt wanna hang out with
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you hated him forever
candy glampire: i never fucking hated him
FemLvsJyDvisn420: since maybe the third week i knew you
FemLvsJyDvisn420: !
candy glampire: we had problems witht hat melissa bullshit
candy glampire: we always we fightingh
FemLvsJyDvisn420: lol
FemLvsJyDvisn420: wow
candy glampire: but i never hated him
FemLvsJyDvisn420: your confusing or... delusional
FemLvsJyDvisn420: or i am
candy glampire: where the fuck are coming up with this shit, me you billy and bryan chilled every damn day
candy glampire: would i if i HATED billy
FemLvsJyDvisn420: lol!
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i know a few people who could vouch for that too
candy glampire: who bryan.?
FemLvsJyDvisn420: more than a few
FemLvsJyDvisn420: nope
candy glampire: who then?? hmmm
FemLvsJyDvisn420: but if i needed more proof yes
candy glampire: as if his opinion or memery means shit to me
FemLvsJyDvisn420: exactly
candy glampire: two people i hate, with the definition of the word... bryan and matt rouleau
FemLvsJyDvisn420: today
candy glampire: have me and billy had fights..? yes, many times
candy glampire: have we always talked the bullshit out..? yes
FemLvsJyDvisn420: lol
FemLvsJyDvisn420: wow
candy glampire: nope for awhile
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i feel like i wasnt even there all those times then
FemLvsJyDvisn420: its like i was living a false reality
candy glampire: who else do i hate then.. lay it on me brother
FemLvsJyDvisn420: huh?
FemLvsJyDvisn420: are we still on the same subject
candy glampire: dude what are you getting at..
candy glampire: with billy
candy glampire: maybe when we were fighting, i said "gah i hate him"
candy glampire: but i enver fucking hated the kid
FemLvsJyDvisn420: who hates you? or who has heard to talk major crucial shit about billy
candy glampire: i wanna know whos heard that
FemLvsJyDvisn420: ok
candy glampire: besides the heavenly bryan
candy glampire: and im saying if i said it for no reason
candy glampire: not if we were fighiting or something
candy glampire: if anyoen has talked shit about him its you
FemLvsJyDvisn420: pat... sasha... ray... bruce... sne... mellissa... erin... mark n. ... mark s. ... matt r. ... matt p. ... mike e. ... josh... billy himself... ME... jon vv...
FemLvsJyDvisn420: who else do you know
FemLvsJyDvisn420: every night we were at spikes
candy glampire: pat...?
FemLvsJyDvisn420: it was billy this billy that
candy glampire: he was fucking theree
FemLvsJyDvisn420: pat was there maybe 3 out of 5 times i was
FemLvsJyDvisn420: damien
FemLvsJyDvisn420: whoever heard that tape you made
FemLvsJyDvisn420: ron
candy glampire: OMG i let him hear that
candy glampire: he knew i wasnt serious
FemLvsJyDvisn420: he still says that you never let him hear the whole thing
candy glampire: netty, you need to quit smoking
FemLvsJyDvisn420: its no use though
candy glampire: i stoppped it the absynthe part which was the last 20 secondsa
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you deny everything in existence\
candy glampire: whatever dude
FemLvsJyDvisn420: ever
candy glampire: you have a seletive memory
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you have never admitted one thing
FemLvsJyDvisn420: not one
candy glampire: you forgot when you ever said anything against him
FemLvsJyDvisn420: never ever have i heard you say... ok i was wrong
candy glampire: i admit to talking shit about, BUT THAT WAS WHEN WE WERE FIGHTINHG AND YES IT WAS WRONG
candy glampire: and i said iw as wrong with erin...
candy glampire: told you that last time we had one of these
FemLvsJyDvisn420: uhh
candy glampire: the last big long debate wenhad
candy glampire: it was about erin
candy glampire: andi said i was wrong. so whatever man.
candy glampire: no, im not wrong about matt. and im not wrong about billy. and im not changing my mind on it, cause i never hated billy.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: ok then
candy glampire: i do not even know you anymore.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: guess i'll be moving on since these conversations never prove to be fruitfull
candy glampire: what did you want me to say
candy glampire: "yes annette, im always wrong, im a piece of shit, everyone hates me cause of how oh so horrible and cruel and arrogantly goth i was to erin".
candy glampire: there i said
candy glampire: your right, im a scumbag, cold heartd aggorgant bitchy goth.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: nope
FemLvsJyDvisn420: your the only one who even still thinks of erin
FemLvsJyDvisn420: like that anyway
candy glampire: im also a piece of shit, loser whos not good enough for the time of your rs or anyone elses day
FemLvsJyDvisn420: not even she mentions it
candy glampire: apparently not if evan, fucking evan is holding it against me
FemLvsJyDvisn420: evean dosent care
FemLvsJyDvisn420: evan*
candy glampire: and jackie... OH WAIT i suppose i talked mad shit about them too right?
FemLvsJyDvisn420: he is pissed that you talked shit about him
FemLvsJyDvisn420: yeh
candy glampire: I DID NOT TALK SHIT ABOUT EVAN
candy glampire: who is telling you this?
FemLvsJyDvisn420: right to erin
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i was there
candy glampire: ERIN USED TO BE ONE THE ONE TO SAY HE WAS A HOMO AND HE IS THIS HE IS THAT NOT ME
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i didnt know a thing about the kid except what i overheard you say while making fun of her about being friends with such a fag
candy glampire: ""overheard"
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you always busted her balls about him
candy glampire: how about you didnt hear the whole convo so how could you even know what we were talking about
FemLvsJyDvisn420: yes i did
candy glampire: no i fucking didnt dude, why are you fuckin throwning all this bullshit at me
candy glampire: i fucking always liked him, i would always tell erin to call him to chill, she nnnnneeevveeeerrr wanted to
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i heard the whole convo... but your right.. i didnt know him so i guess you could say i didnt know what you wrre talking about
candy glampire: or "i dont have his number" or
"he's working" she always had a different exscuse to not call him.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: those were probably the times i wasnt there
candy glampire: that would be at my house
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i never heard you say anything like that
candy glampire: when we had nothing to do and it was still kinda early, id tell her to call him..
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i wouldnt have guessed you would have ever wanted to chill with someone you thought was so stupid
candy glampire: and a different reason not to everytime
candy glampire: i never thought he was stupid is my pointnetty
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i dont know then
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i wouldnt have assumed that
FemLvsJyDvisn420: neither did she
candy glampire: i met him at spikes and me him and erin went to get coffee, the first night i met him, and we talked aout deathrock pits at shows for hours.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i can only go by what you said then not what you say now
candy glampire: haha this makes me laugh
candy glampire: seriously this is some bullshit, but hey thats fine
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you are a completely changed person now
candy glampire: how, because you wanna make up this random bullshit? i did nothing to evna jackie, billy, none of them
candy glampire: its all cause of erin.
candy glampire: whatever
FemLvsJyDvisn420: they wouldnt stay distant for no reason
FemLvsJyDvisn420: if you ask i tell
FemLvsJyDvisn420: then you deny
FemLvsJyDvisn420: so what do i say
candy glampire: cause its not fucking true dude
FemLvsJyDvisn420: well dont ask then
FemLvsJyDvisn420: they wouldnt be distant for no reason, nor erin
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i would lie
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and i wouldnt make shit up for no reason
candy glampire: i have no desire to be undistant from erin, i told jackie the night i was with them i wouoldnt be mean to her, and she said just let it go so i did
FemLvsJyDvisn420: theres nothing progressive that would come from that
candy glampire: come fomr what?
FemLvsJyDvisn420: me telling you a bunch of bullshit
candy glampire: i know. but netty look at it like this..
candy glampire: this will take a sec to type out so gimme a minute
candy glampire: i do in fact admit to saying some unkind things about billy, to be fair, he was also saying some bad things about me, everytim e that happened we sat down talked and shit was cool, so why are you throwing that in my face? i never hated billy, ifi did i wouldnt have called him. secondly, evan, ok i never said he was stupid or that i disliked him, i always thought he was awesome. always. you dont believe that fine cause you enver did about anything. ever. thridly jackie is all of sudden the shit, you were the one who always said how dumb she was and i always just thought jackie was jackie but still cool. (continued)
candy glampire: nextly, erin, yes i was mean to her, why, i wanted my hoodie the day at your house, before we were there billy told me for the first time that she said she wasnt giving it back, thats why i was mean to her. thats the only reason why i was mean to her. so, evan and jackie and melissa shouldnt hate me for that. now ron, im sorry i got mad about that, but understand he told me and made it seem like everything was fine, especially with the sherri issue, but when you says he questioning it with you, that hurta my feelings cause he's telling me one thing and telling you another,. (continued)
candy glampire: now as far as me changing, please i beg of you to understand this. as of lates i've become a bitter person, yes i know. but you dont understand why, you and i went from being the bestest of friends, to shit. i love you alot netty, even still; and id still do anything for you, but i mean after all thses months your still with bryan and i know that we're not going to ever be together, because i know im a loser and any other name you or i can think of.... (yes, more)
candy glampire: and after a year and a half of waiting and hoping everythinfg would work out and fall into place, and ignoring any other relationship possiblities, has turned me into someone who is just not happy with my life, on top of that, i end going to all these job interviews andi never fucking get them it's so sad. i couldnt even get hired at mobile for christs sake.. on top OF ALLL that, my dad is moving to new york because he's not going to be my dad anymore, we almost killed each other, he called me every name possilbe, faggot, loser, punk, fuckup, mistake... anyrthing.. (a lil bit more, still there?)
candy glampire: the combination, of losing all my friends, my family problems, not being able to get a job, knowing that everything ive wanted is never going to happen, has changed me a bit and i know. and i know ive made soo manymistakes with so many peope, and im trying my best to work at the ones that are still saveable..
candy glampire: so please try to cut me some slack.
candy glampire: ::fweew::
candy glampire: did ya get all that?
candy glampire: netty...?
FemLvsJyDvisn420: yup
candy glampire: ok... now.. do you see where im coming from a little better?
FemLvsJyDvisn420: in a way
candy glampire: dont take me geting upset, for being a dick to you
FemLvsJyDvisn420: no
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i didnt
candy glampire: its like im in my house and my dad hates me, literally hates me, so its ok leave, everywhere i go it seems someoneelse hates me something i either didnt do or say.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: so whats the diffrence between now and last year except that now people arent sticking around to get thier balls busted
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and all of a sudden the ever-existant family problems now finally bother you
candy glampire: the difference is last year i never really hung out with jackie and them, so i dont know why they are upset wih me... thats one difference..
candy glampire: cause they are at their worst
candy glampire: i almost went to butler yesterday
candy glampire: wait day before that
FemLvsJyDvisn420: if you guys all nevewr hung out whas so diffrent
candy glampire: the fact they hate me and i dont know for what, you say cause i said this about evan, i never said anytihng about him in a negative way. you may have misheard something, but nother about him was a negative.
candy glampire: last year i was going out with erin at this time, but then realized i had far stronger feelings for you than i thought, and i had to end it wther her.. i never thought she'd be a bitch about giving me my hoodie back, which led to them hating me or "disliking me"
FemLvsJyDvisn420: they dont hate you 1
candy glampire: evan told damien he does
FemLvsJyDvisn420: well than he has his reasons
candy glampire: "evan said you hates you and doesnt want you in his can cause you were an assole to erin"
FemLvsJyDvisn420: just like you have yours however stupid or false they may be about erin
FemLvsJyDvisn420: the hoodie thing started out a laughable excuse but now its just dumb... and untrue at that
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and
candy glampire: i dont have any, i just wanted my hoodie
FemLvsJyDvisn420: if they were never really your friends whats the gripe?
candy glampire: well, as far as i knew they were, then they werent
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and if you were an unjustifiable asshole to erin isnt that reason enough
candy glampire: and the hoodie thing is ture, sasha gave me that for birthday
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you just said they werent
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i remeber all about it
candy glampire: i sa di we didnt hang out
FemLvsJyDvisn420: she never denyd you it
candy glampire: yes she did
FemLvsJyDvisn420: no
FemLvsJyDvisn420: thats not her
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and i know cause of talking to her the whole time since then
candy glampire: everytime i chilled with billy id tell himwhen he saw her to ask her for my hoodie
candy glampire: and she wouldnt give it back he told her
candy glampire: and he told me
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and billy being the middleman
FemLvsJyDvisn420: thats just dumb
candy glampire: next time you see himas k him
candy glampire: cause i didnt want to be all "hey give me my hoodie back
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i wont remeber that
FemLvsJyDvisn420: just like noone else would
FemLvsJyDvisn420: maybe thats what happened
candy glampire: and at that time she was in scituate everynight where billy was so it seemed ok
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and the hoodie was according to you something she could keep cause you didnt like it anyway
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you said that numerous times
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and said the only reason it was worth anything was cause it was a gift
candy glampire: no. she was at spikes and she was walking home andi was wearing it and it was cold so i gave it to her to use for the night
FemLvsJyDvisn420: but you still didnt care to have it back badly enough to make a point out of it
candy glampire: it was still mine and i had every right to get it back.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: and its a stupid excuse anyway
candy glampire: maybe to you. but to me it was a big deal
FemLvsJyDvisn420: lol
FemLvsJyDvisn420: its just like....
candy glampire: sorry i wanted the only gift i got on my birthday
FemLvsJyDvisn420: "i was mean cause.... uhhh..... ???...."
candy glampire: "i was mean cause i wanted the only gift i got on my birthday back"
FemLvsJyDvisn420: "uhhh... she uhhh wouldnt... ummm gimme my hoodie back!... yeah thats it"
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you were mean loooonng before that
FemLvsJyDvisn420: its just a dumb story that makes no sense at all
candy glampire: whatever make fun of it. your on her side you'll stay on it
FemLvsJyDvisn420: to anyone who remebers what went down
candy glampire: whatever.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: no
candy glampire: makes no different
FemLvsJyDvisn420: im not making fun
FemLvsJyDvisn420: im not on A side
FemLvsJyDvisn420: im on my side
candy glampire: yes you are
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i remeber all of it
candy glampire: that hoodie was important to me
candy glampire: and i wanted itback
FemLvsJyDvisn420: it just makes me mad when people lie or make bad excuses
candy glampire: i had every right to get it back
candy glampire: its not a bad exscusr
candy glampire: cause you cant see why its important is irrelevant but to me it was
FemLvsJyDvisn420: or pull shit out of thier ass that has nothiong to do with facts or the situation at hand
FemLvsJyDvisn420: its irrelavant because of the "why"
candy glampire: cause its the only i got for my 17th birthday?
candy glampire: and a close friend gave it me?
FemLvsJyDvisn420: no... those are just more things that have nothing to do with the real subject
candy glampire: and that subject is what
FemLvsJyDvisn420: erin, yes i was mean to her, why, i wanted my hoodie the day at your house, before we were there billy told me for the first time that she said she wasnt giving it back, thats why i was mean to her. thats the only reason why i was mean to her.
candy glampire: thats true
candy glampire: and whats the point of copy and pasting that
FemLvsJyDvisn420: nothing to do with the real subject
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you were mean to her before you two even broke up
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you made her cry on countless occasions
FemLvsJyDvisn420: while you were her boyfriend
candy glampire: yes becaus ei blew her off cause i wanted to hang out with you
FemLvsJyDvisn420: bad
candy glampire: true though
FemLvsJyDvisn420: what is true
candy glampire: and i didnt do it in a mean way like "im hanging out witha annette and not you!!!"
candy glampire: id try to just not be around for her to get a hold of me
candy glampire: i did blow her off to hang out with and she did get upset
FemLvsJyDvisn420: wasnt that either
FemLvsJyDvisn420: than why.... erin, yes i was mean to her, why, i wanted my hoodie the day at your house, before we were there billy told me for the first time that she said she wasnt giving it back, thats why i was mean to her. thats the only reason why i was mean to her.
candy glampire: or her acusing me of liking carly cause we once went to the mall and got something to eat
FemLvsJyDvisn420: was that not justifiable on her part
candy glampire: blowing her off i was trying to be mean
FemLvsJyDvisn420: was she mean to you when you got mad about her and ray?
candy glampire: it wasnt when i called her antodl her carly was taking em to thayer to get shoes.
FemLvsJyDvisn420: wouldnt you be mad if your g/f blew you off to hang out with some other guy
candy glampire: so we stopped in the mall and wendy's whats so wrong
candy glampire: she was dating pat,
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you know what
FemLvsJyDvisn420: you need to do something
FemLvsJyDvisn420: just restart at the beggining
FemLvsJyDvisn420: re-read all you have written
FemLvsJyDvisn420: tell me it dosent sound like a bunch of defensive jabber
FemLvsJyDvisn420: like you pull all the shit off your face and wip it onto all others
FemLvsJyDvisn420: theres 5 thousand excuses that have nothing to do with anything, for everything
candy glampire: im not gonna re read anytihng. you and everyone else win this
FemLvsJyDvisn420: i just wish you would see all sides and stop being so....
candy glampire: im sorry i ever came into your life and everyone else's.