well, somehow i passed out at like 1am, which is weird cause that never happens. and i had a few fucked up dreams. but when i woke up at like 6, my throat hurt to much, but it's all good now, cause i ate so much coffee ice cream. all i remember about my dream is that amy was there and we were really really cool with each other, i dont know if we ( Read more... )

im starting to not feel as sick. in fact, i feel alot better, only i think im getting an ear infection or something, cause i woke up this morning, and my ear hurt so bad, and i think it's all swollen. the night is just blossoming and i think first off, im going to go see my chums at mobile, where i did not get a job. fucking fucks. then i'll go see ( Read more... )

i know it's going to be another long fucking day, i've already been up for about an hour and a half. maybe i'll find a job today. that would be great. matt's about to go see resident evil 2, fucking bastard. i still haven't seen it. today is going to be a mediocre day, im going to see if ron or marissa, wanna do something, i just want to go ( Read more... )

i want someone who wants me, i want to be adored. i know its a vein and selfish thing to say, but is it so bad to want that. i am less than nothing to annette & everyone else. i mean fuck it, no one on a journal, really gives a fuck. and im gonna be quite blunt here. ive made my illustrious cut of people i give a fuck about. here it goes ( Read more... )

godamn, last night was the worst. me vs. my dad and my sister. it was fucking war. so many things, were said, but in the end it was me having a panic attack in my rocking chair. a million thoughts went through my fucking head. how my grandparents were my only only adult role models growing up, and now my grandpa is going to die within the year, ( Read more... )

yes. i had the best fucking dream ever. evvverrrr. ok it starts off like this.. me and matt are in the basement, and we're just doing nothing really, then someone from upstairs yells downstairs to me that i have a phone call. so i go upstairs, and guess who's on the phone? ROSE MCGOWAN and she asked me what i was up to, and i told her nothing, then ( Read more... )

why aren't there any good shows coming around? there's rasputina, next month, dresden dolls next month, but yet nothing this month, at all, oh wait, well the faint is playing, but i dont know if i feel like paying 14 bucks to see the faint. i love them and all but, c'mon, 14 bucks? anyways, lately i've been getting my sleep sched. back to order. ( Read more... )

for the first time, i think since i was in 10th grade, i slept 6+ hours. that's some crazy business. yeah i woke up tp my mom yelling about something. anywayss, last night, ron came by, which totally brightened up my mood. ron's my second olderest friend, and i guess it's just good to know that we're still friends after 5+ years. on wednesday we're ( Read more... )

i finally made a livejournal, that im actually going to use. i've had so many of these, and i never keep up with them, but this one i definitly am. for the rundown of my life as lates, here goes. i attempted to get a job at mobile, but apparently since i knew amy and britney, dave the manager didn't want to hire me. so, now im going to try saver's ( Read more... )