Again, It's been a long while since I've written. I just don't like posting here anymore. My emotions have become too intense for public display. If you really want to know how I'm doing sit down and talk to me. My future is in limbo to say the least. I really don't know where I'll be a month from now. Somewhere along the line, I fell out of synch ( Read more... )

So it's been entirely too long since I've written in this. I really haven't had much to say well much that I've wanted to say. Troy seems to be now a completely anti RPI city. That is truly unfortunate. I've had no real adventures since my one this summer. And I've had zero luck with girls since then. I thought my new foud confidence would help. I ( Read more... )

My heart shot me. It has betrayed my soul.
People have left it whithered and forever gone.
I shall never feel it beat again.
Or at least I hope so.
I live in an endless world of tumult.
Chaos is the only order to my life.
I give up.

Well Monday was unforgettable to say the least. Now I just cross my fingers for similar luck.

Well I had a flare up of kidney stones today. I passed about 7 mini stones and 2 real ones. I'm in a lot of pain and not enjoying this in the least. Why do I have to have the kidneys of a 50 year old? Ugh

Well I had a flare up of kidney stones today. I passed about 7 mini stones and 2 real ones. I'm in a lot of pain and not enjoying this in the least. Why do I have to have the kidneys of a 50 year old? Ugh

Well I had a flare up of kidney stones today. I passed about 7 mini stones and 2 real ones. I'm in a lot of pain and not enjoying this in the least. Why do I have to have the kidneys of a 50 year old? Ugh

Well I had a flare up of kidney stones today. I passed about 7 mini stones and 2 real ones. I'm in a lot of pain and not enjoying this in the least. Why do I have to have the kidneys of a 50 year old? Ugh

Well I had a flare up of kidney stones today. I passed about 7 mini stones and 2 real ones. I'm in a lot of pain and not enjoying this in the least. Why do I have to have the kidneys of a 50 year old? Ugh

Well I had a flare up of kidney stones today. I passed about 7 mini stones and 2 real ones. I'm in a lot of pain and not enjoying this in the least. Why do I have to have the kidneys of a 50 year old? Ugh