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[ghstonstage]

i just began to read through old journal posts. i think i got through end of january of my senior year

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[mattg082]

awwww i still go through my lj posts from when i started in 2002. it helps so much to see reflections of the past. sure sometimes everyone is stupid and like a little kid but it reminds me everything is gonna be ok and life has its ups and downs. things change so fast and come and go but come back around.

also it makes me realize how much of a nut i really am lol :D

[ghstonstage]

lol. matt you've been with my online posting since almost the very beggining

[boythatyouloved]

I've just gone through my old posts as well. Sometimes it is good to have the option to delete memories.

[ghstonstage]

ah... now if we could erase them for real

darn eternal sunshine for getting my hopes up.

eh. i've learned a lot from my past

[boythatyouloved]

so have I.

The thing with old memories is that they hold me down, restrain in ways I do not want to be restrained. Things that I don't need to remember (see vile things, embarrasing things, haphazard things), will hopefully not be able to haunt me any longer. I am ready to let go.

[ghstonstage]

yeah.... me too