So I am leaving today for MO...its lookin like I am gonna fly, buy a last min ticket!! Last night I was going to drive, but then this snow moved in *grumbles* Oh well...itll be a much needed vacation...OH YEAH ( Read more... )

So I came to this conclusion some time ago, but I am now gonna start tellin people...well here goes...*deep breath* So I am going to start goin flat out by Branden! I hate my name and its too girly for me....I dont THINK I want to go thru the FTM...Theres just so much of me that is sooo much pure boy, and very select things about me bein a girl...I ( Read more... )

OMG I got 2 new piercings today!! Got my 3rd in my tounge and then the otherside of my lip!! I am freakin excited!!

HERES A PIC!!!


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So everything went great with Marissa here! Aside from me getting sick on saturday night. umm..friday we just layed around and watched t.v. and hung out with a couple friends...saturday we went and hung out with Rach and Kristina, went to grizzly's! I had a beer there...then went back to Rach and Kristina's place until goin to the bar...I had A ( Read more... )

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Im just all blah today...work went ok..could be better could be worse...Janet is still holding on! I mean she has her mom here and the staff, I don't wanna see her suffer but I guess there has to be a reason shes still fighting, huh? So I got a text from Marissa at like 3am! It was soo cute and put a smile on my face! She said hey hun just wanted ( Read more... )

i just got in from work, I spent the last 4 hours or so in the ER with Janet! It was a mess...it seems as if she has less then 36hrs to live...I can't pull myself from her side! My co-workers had to kick me out and tell me to go home and get some sleep! But I can't sleep all I can think about is Janet and how I want to be there for her and make ( Read more... )

so last night umm..cat and I were talkin about how she wishes I would have gotten the time off work for her to fly me down there for her bday but what she had a surprise for me...umm..*deep breath* she was gonna take me to this lil diner and then she had a silver band that has 3 diamonds in it....can you guess what she was gonna do? Yep she was ( Read more... )

janet is gonna die soon! Yet another death to work with and also deal with!! I sit with her ALOT when I am working there! I am lost with words! I can't explain what it's like to watch somebody SLOWLY die! *shakes head* I don't want to be able to describe it!! It's not something I want to expierence at this point, well hell I don't think I can ( Read more... )

ok so Marissa cut her hair!! Like it was about to her chin...but now its short like mine...she e-mailed me ALOT of pics of it. She's damn hot!! and with her new hair she's even more hot!! Oh I went to the bar last night! I got so wasted! It was great. Appearently I looked hot last night. Had blue jeans on, with a long sleeve button up on that ( Read more... )