aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhh...

[gianara]

I didn't get tix to the Ellen DeGeneres Show at Universal. Good gawd they took long enough to let me know. The taping is this Friday. I did get an invite to a block party she is having at City Walk with live music and stuff. I may hit that.

I'm gonna work hard on getting everything finished for my site. I am scared to death...lol. Why am I such a

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[peregrinejohn]

the people that saw our lives with their own eyes didn't believe his lies. They saw what he put me and my kids through all these years.
Hell, I could see that from way over here.

You are at last surrounded by the love you have always deserved.

[gianara]

*huge hug*

Thanks, P :)

When I get this up and running I may turn yahoo on again. I just haven't felt like turning it on at all in so long. :\

[illicowgirl22]

Wow, you really are the last person I ever expected to see post on my journal. I was actually really surprised when I checked my friends list and saw you had been posting.

Im sorry things have been so rough with you lately, with your husband and all, But I see you have tons of support and love from friends and family and are on the right road towards happiness I hope.

Good luck with your site too! I peeked the other day, kinda anxious to see it.

As far as we know, Baby is healthy ( and big ). I just want him OUT. Sooooo tired of being pregnant

[gianara]

yeah, I have been full of surprises... lol

I've hanged alot over this last year. Alot of what used to upset me I now think... why did that bother me bad? Who knows. My head was just really screwed up. Things are getting clearer :)

I'm not sure what is going on with your baby situation other than you seem to have an awesome husband. I really hope the other person involved doesn't cause you any trouble. ;)

[gianara]

"I've hanged alot over this last year."

That should say CHANGED ...lol

... though there are many I would like to hang :p

[illicowgirl22]

LMAO. I was wondering what you meant by hanged alot ...

I have not heard from the other person or that other persons spouse since November I believe, they are still together and just had another baby, from what she had told me. I am sure they will be around the corner soon with an Acknowledgement of Paternity and demand a paternity test, But im confident in knowing that this is my husbands baby. After all it is a boy ( hahaha ).

Alot has happened in my life too and I have begun to realize who and what is important to me, and how badly I screwed up in the past. Can I blame that on being young and naive? Its taken me awhile to get where I am with my husband now, and im very thankful he stuck around. Though it saddens me I hurt him so much. I just hope that he sees every step I take towards us and our future. I want nothing more than to be with him and have our little boy and start our family.

BTW I think your picture would look awesome in a green shade too.

[gianara]

ok... I think I've missed out on alot not being around ez anymore. So they are back together and now trying to claim your child? I was hoping it was your hubby's but I thought you weren't sure. I'm glad she took him back but I also can't believe she did!

... and very true about the boy part! He only seems to shoot out female sperm! lol

[illicowgirl22]

I havent been on ez for aggggggggggges. I pop on to view mainly, and thats on rainy days lol

[illicowgirl22]

Donts dont MATCH up. LOL. My turn to make a typo

A song

[richlgm]

Wildflower
By Skylark

Skylark
She's faced the hardest times
you could imagine
and many times her eyes fought back the tears
and when her youthful world
was about to fall in
each time her slender shoulders
bore the weight of all her fears
and a sorrow no one hears
still rings in midnight silence,
in her ears

Let her cry, for she's a lady
let her dream, for she's a child
let the rain fall down upon her
She's a free and gentle flower,
growing wild

and if by chance I should hold her
let me hold her for a time
but if allowed just one possession
I would pick her from the garden,
to be mine

Be careful how you touch her,
for she'll awaken
and sleep's the only freedom that she knows
and when you walk into her eyes,
you won't believe
the way she's always paying
for a debt she never owes
and a silent wind still blows
that only she can hear and so she goes

Let her cry, for she's a lady
let her dream, for she's a child

let the rain fall down upon her
She's a free and gentle flower,
growing wild

Re: A song

[gianara]

RICH, I LOVE THAT! It actually brought tears to my eyes. But you already know that because you and Meg teased me when I denied getting emotional reading it. lol

You are so right. That is my song.