life

[gianara]

I haven't been posting here in a while. I really should combine all my journals into one.

Life has taken so many twists and turns for me. I have endured pain beyond what I thought I could handle. Someone who was once my world has done everything to shatter what I have left.

I went to chemo this afternoon. I have been going there for such a long time

Comments

[amethystlight]

*HUGS* You weren't alone in those hopes for fixing things that once worked but became broken. I'm glad to know you now have a path that leads away from that and someone to walk it with you. I know I don't have the same pain as you, but I do know about building up mental and emotional defenses, and then trying to take them down enough to start trusting again. I also know about angels answering a call. :)

I'm thinking good thoughts for you. I hope you and Rich continue to find happiness together. :) *hugs*

[gianara]

Thank you! *hugs back*
Sometimes we close our eyes to the answers our angels give us. Looking back on my life... I think I missed a few. Something my sister said to me opened my eyes about Rich. I was so focused on the pain and failure of my marriage that I wasn't seeing what was before my eyes.

How are things going with you?
I have to sit down one day soon and catch up on journals. I've neglected LJ for a long time now!

[amethystlight]

Sometimes we close our eyes to the answers our angels give us.

*Nods* There have been times where I wasn't sure what exactly I was doing with my life, and I thought I knew the signs for directions, but then realized I might be clinging to the wrong thing. Hence, why I am where I am now. :)

How are things going with you?Started my new job here in Oklahoma the day after you replied and I've been a busy bee since then

[gianara]

I'm sorry to hear being back in NY was not good for you. We can still love our families but keep a distance for sanity's sake

Angels

[cat_faery]

That is what they are there for. To take our pain, protect us and make this rocky path of life a bit easier.

[peregrinejohn]

Happiness is there after all. Your story has finally taken a turn for the better, and I'm so happy for you I can't possibly explain it. I'm so sorry I couldn't have been the one; but I'm happy for Rich that he was. You are such an amazing person, fragile and indestructible at the same time, unsure of yourself and beautiful beyond reason.

I'm so tired. Why am I still pounding away here at these projects? Because I want to follow in your footsteps.

[gianara]

awwwwww ... you are so sweet. You always know how to make me feel better. What would I do without you? :)

[natila]

A big hug for you Gia !!! You are a tough one !

[gianara]

Thank you, Nat! *big hug back*