i cant go and i wont go. they cant make me. ill fucking do anything to not get on that plane. i wont pack, i wont fucking come home. seriously ill find a way.
there is so much on my mind right now, that i dont even know how to deal with it all.
oh, and drinking to try and cover up your feelings is a really bad idea, and i should not ever do it again. because i was ready to just go get hit by a car. although thats probly all im going to do for the next while, is just get really drunk all the time because im sick of life. sweeeeet.
so valentines day is usually quite a disapointment, but this year wasnt as horrible as expected atleast i had my beautiful to spend it with
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