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[giant_clit]

why is it that i find myself reading an old friend's journal and starting to cry? so here i am, crying over things that i told myself i didn't care about anymore. it's not that i want to see them suffer. it's that i want them to understand. i just don't see why i can't stop crying. why i can't stop feeling for these people. i never knew that all

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[anonymous]

you know your the only person i know whos gone through something as serious as this. you dont have to, but if you ever get the chance call or talk to me online. maybe i could get some good advice. either way, i never stoped careing, i always wanted the best for you, it seems youve found a way to be moderately happy. and that makes me happy. meanwhile, im fucking terrified of the 6 month mark, thats how they know for sure its permenent. the government wont catch me. every time i tell myself it isnt real half of me seems to disagree. that scares me the worst. no, the words "adult onset" scares me the worst. but dont cry, im smart, i know what i face and i have the balls to take it head on and say it isnt real, most people with this cant do that (temporary or not). ive always been strong for others, now its the time to be strong for myself. talk to me, your friendship woulf make me smile.