well its new years eve and yet i have nothing in the world to do not in lapeer nor davison this whole break i have felt like all of my "friends" have deserted me and i dont like it one bit because i give my friends a lot and i dont ask for much in return just to be liked witch i though ti was i thought i had the best friends anyone in their right ( Read more... )

well i got kicked out o well now im living with my sister and that'll be cool well i really dont care to keep all you people posted on my life so pweace out

tippins cool but idk i just cant let somethings go just wish my life was one of those things i didnt give up on

well she said she wants me back and i was a little confussed should i take her bak? i dont think i should but im in love and ther is nothing i can do about that ( Read more... )

i found the true love of my life today it wasnt a girl and it wasnt a boy it was...... ME i realized that im not true self and my true self is a partier nothing more right now i could care less about anyhting other then being true to me joy i am now and till forever more going to be me no one in this shit hole they call a town knows the true me and ( Read more... )

well i finealy talked to her it was matt who made me do it esper called his ass and he was all freaking out but then i talked to her on the bus i was bored i figured out the way i can do it kinda only i will be able to understand it so dont ask even though no one ever comennts hmmmmmm maybe i should yes i should im stoping the journal thing my mom ( Read more... )

hahahahah day 3 was a perfect sucess only thought about her 11 times i made a tally chart and carried it around with me all day i found that helped maybe i should call her and ask what her problumes where then just not talk any more because i said i would always be ther for her o well i shouldnt care like she dont but errr im to damn nice i guess i

day one was a succes i so done

23 times is all i thought about her thats a good inprovement

" its girls like you that make me feal like im better off home with all my doors lockd up tight ( Read more... )

teheheheheh i love snow i got to sleep off those pills it felt good but unfortunetly when i did wake up agian i was refeshed so i couldnt go back to sleep gosh darn 11 oclock im still waiting fo rher to call maybe i shouldnt but she told me she loved me agian after refusing to do so for so long and i think shes trying ot suck up but idk i love her ( Read more... )