at emily's house....turned down a platter of cookies that smell nothing short of miraculous, but honestly, of i eat anymore, i WILL explode. i pretty much ate a whole cow tonight. rachel is sprawled on the 'bed' (strange child and her desire to sleep). if i didn't have to sleep, i wouldn't. think of all the things you could get done. and besides, ( Read more... )

life is good. or rather, the world is an awesome place. people that are feeling or are suicidal should just take the time to look around and take everything in...i mean, how can anyone even think of leaving all this behind?

lawrence = scary

actually, it wasn't THAT bad. but that's probably cuz i like things like chain-link and graffiti. my dad, on the other hand, was not amused. he spent like a half hour emptying the car of e v e r y t h i n g...golf clubs, cds, the stereo system he randomly lugs around everywhere...good times.  

whoa: real estate in the ginza district of tokyo goes up to $140,000 per square yard. the world is a ridiculous place.

i've resigned myself to the fact that i'll be alone for the rest of my life, and so....i've decided to completely and utterly immerse myself - even further - into my own mind. total and utter self-containment. i'll be the ( Read more... )

okay....so i've deactivated my facebook account. IT WAS TIME!!!!!!!!!! i spent a good chunk of my time on facebook OVER THE FRIGGIN' SUMMER! yeah.....i was on facebook DURING SUMMERRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that's just ridiculous. i mean, livejournal is bad (or good) enough. starting junior year, i'm buckling down and doing my shit and doing ( Read more... )

i love incubus. their music always makes me think of city streets and orange skies.

that's it....i can't resist. i'm getting my tongue re-pierced. when i get back to school. haha....so juvenile yet so necessary. i'm a troubled soul.

it sucks when you can't buy the things you want. i'm sure everyone has felt this way but....it still sucks. yeah, i'm whining...but i thought by the time i was a JUNIOR (w00t) in college i'd 
have some things figured out. but alas....i still don't know.

i have this INSANE desire to write a book. actually, you guys would know....i've wanted to be a ( Read more... )

ah yes........summer school. what a pain in the ass. seriously. especially since i have like...zero motivation. this is terrible. all i have to do is just bear with it for another few days, and i'm completely home free for the last two weeks of vacation. and i just can't seem to focus. I FEEL LIKE TEARING MY HAIR OUT. but i won't.

so...what's been ( Read more... )

okay.....so my dad took me golfing with him and his friend. if you're wondering if I did any golfing...then you obviously don't know me very well....or AT ALL. OF COURSE i wouldn't actually golf. however, i DID kick some serious golf-cart ass. it was amazingly fun. i say we just get rid of cars and drive golf-carts around all the time. seriously ( Read more... )